Wednesday, December 31, 2008

mi casa...

last saturday,we went to a wedding at pulau indah (its my BFF's bro's wedding...) never been to pulau indah before,while courting2 me+hubby did went to muara a few times,but never to pulau indah..so thanx to liza for inviting us to the wedding,i like it,kampung style...n the nasi minyak n daging hitam are marvellous,nyum...thanx,U...



after that,we decided to see the progress of our lil' chateau,hehehe...n we're quite shocked coz its progressing rather quick than we expected,well,guess thats why my hubby insist on buying a property from a well-known developer,so we wont be dissappointed in any other way...hopefully...
anyway,after cruising around the construction side,we went to the showhouse,again,erghh,i know,but couldnt help it,we're soo excited,lol...plus,the kids enjoys themselves there esp. the playground...


at least,me+hubby can sit on the bench n have a lil' chat on how to revamp our future home,our dream house,i juz cant wait...but,with two hyper toddlers in tow,we have to take into consideration of having a child-friendly-house-with-a-hint-of-modern-contemporary-look... bit hard to get it done but,hey,gotta be optimist...

till then...

in the midst of humidity...

it is the global warming...*sighs*...

i tried my best to stay inside the house coz its really hot outside,guess,humid is the rite words as how to describe the heat...issk,regardless of how many sunblock with the highest SPF couldnt save my tanned skin,but,then again i keep reminding myself that it will be much much much hotter 'there'...so,again,im blessed with what ever celcius...

luckily im at my mil's house,so,i can finish up my sewing,what with the wedding (its my cousin's n i was assigned by my mom to made the baju kurung for 'us' - which includes me,my gal,my mom n my lil' sis...isskkk,buruh murah le nih,heheh) getting closer n the baju still not 100% done yet...but at least the gals's (they got themselves 2 pairs each,over tau..) nearly done,pending 'tulang belut' je,i'll get it done after ive done beaded on mama's one...n im so grateful that mil willing to lend a hand on my baju kurung pahang,hehehe,tq mak...

actually,i learn how to sew from my mil,she used to be a tailor,but has retired...so,rite now,she juz did it for her own n my two sil...she insist on taking me under her wing after ive my gal,coz she said its better to do it myself rather than buy ready made,n children's baju kurung didnt come cheap,sometimes it can cost almost the price of an adult's one,iskkk...

so,thanx to mak,rite now im not really an expert but,can laaa...lol...at least,i can saved on the 'upah' n get a nicer material,besss...

till then...

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

huntchback...

nah,im not talking bout the huntchback of notre dame,not even close...im talking bout me damaging my posture...yup,always caught myself slumped my shoulder which i hate so much,isskkk,how can i stop it?n even my backbones hurt sometimes,huhuhu....i guess this is the setback that i get from wearing stillettos during my paycheck-era...

yup,still remember back then,i can even run in my heels,while carrying files,mind u,hehehe,so funny,...n now,i can only do wedges,n thats only for couples of hours, ;p ...think im not in a rush for a heels juz yet,not with my two hyper toddlers,they can run n jump about everything n the image of me chasing them in heels are not really inviting...n im not putting on harnest on them as i find it a bit off,its their nature to be free so y bother? i know its for safety,but i guess me+hubby still can keep our hand's on them,insyaAllah...

no wonder all the supermodels,has this funny lil' exercise (watched it somewhere,maybe E!...) of squatting n tiptooing,juz to get their feet n backbones ready for a 4-5 inches high heels...need to try that one,lol...

till then...

Saturday, December 20, 2008

funny faces...

after watching too much 'Yo Gabba Gabba',this is what happened,lol....


both of my kids starts to be doing this funny faces,which i find it amusing ;p... well,what can i say,they're my fine-breed-offsprings,of coz ive to give credits to them eventhough sometimes its not that funny...weren't all parents like that? anyway,me+hubby did that all the times...hehehe...

till then...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

father n son...



as a first born,n a first grandson on both side (me n hubby,are also first born ourselves ) my son are extremely manje esp,with his daddy,n thats y whenever my hubby need to be away he'll be crying at nite coz daddy not around to tuck him into bed...so,ive need to make sure that my hubby called him,for nite2 n kiss2 thru the phone before he went to bed,iskkk... n he also inherit daddy's features ( i bet u can tell by looking at the pics,rite...)..

a friend of mine used to say that we have to savour the moment with our kids when they're still at young age coz once they hit puberty,hehehe,its very unlikely for them to hang out with their folks anymore,isskkk,i wish my kids love to spend time with us no matter what age they're in...think im not looking for that phase juz yet,still want them around me ;p, even tho they always on me n my hubby's nerve,hehehe...
hope that he will always be mommy+daddy's boy,hehehe...

till then...

as good as tourist...




i grew up here,my entire teenager's time was spend 'ukur tanah' at the golden triangle,even after i got married to my office sweetheart...then,while im 4 months pregnant with my first born,my hubby landed himself with a better job but the sad part is we have to move to jb...well,im thrilled at that time coz the idea of staying in a new place sounds challenging to me,n plus im kinda bored with kl at that time,what with all the endless traffic jam and such...so off we go to jb...n we never look back...

never look back alrite,we did...in fact,after a year and a half,we moved again,n this time it was to miri,yes,sarawak...once again,im so thrilled,hehehe,for i can live with a different ambiance n totally new environment,granted...but at least our stays at miri does make me a good cook ( well,compared to my zero knowledge about cooking before that... ;p ) coz its kind hard to find a decent place to dine out,so in the end,all the recipes from my magazines becomes usefull...n also kudos to my mama n mil,hehehe,for kind enough to lend their time to attend to my silly craving,sometimes...n the language,indeed very interesting...

then again,luck trikes us again,if i may called it luck,after a good n interesting one and a half years we moved back to semenanjung (thats what all the sarawakian n sabahan been calling peninsular ...)...to melaka we goooo....yahooo!! at least all of our family juz a drive away,x yah nek belon,lol...n now its been three years at melaka,but we do come to kl as n when my hubby was required here (fyi,he's not a police,hehehe,juz his nature of work need him to travel around the globe,but not really a big globe,juz around malaysia je...hehehe..) n we do tag along if its not clashed with my sons school's day...

but whenever we came to kl,its like im in this some sort of time warp,serious...coz place that i used to hang out was no more in view n was replaced with an unfamiliar sight to me...last nite,we went to pavillion for the 1st time,hehehe,so outdated kan,huhuhu,sedey giler...feels like outcast jek...n we do take pics (which i swear i never foresee myself doing that even if we're still live here, ;p)n thats makes me feels much like a tourist myself,isskkk...

till then...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

look at her...





times like this,im grateful being a stay home mom,coz i got to spend time with my kids endlessly...i can just sit with adia while she's building her barbie's castle (well,thats what she told me even it doesnt look like it tho,lol...) whilst my boy get himself busy looking at the toys,good boy,coz today he dont mind by me not getting him anything today,hehehe...

being away from home means i can have an off day (from doing my normal routine running the house chores) n spend more real time with the kids,which kinda give me a piece of mind,in a way laa...well at least i can have my me time,but not alone of coz,but i dont mind...coz deep down i know im doing this for the L.O.V.E. for my hubby n my kids...
till then...

selipar jepun...





lately my boy has find himelf a new muse,which is selipar jepun,iskk...whenever we're going out regardless where,he juz slip it on n ready to go,very santai n so selamba bomba... ;p


so after several attempt,i juz give up n let him has it his way,juz to avoid further confrontation which i know very well will lead to me yelling like a mad women,isskkk,not healthy at all...

maybe he's in its-my-way-so-juz-listen-to-me phase,i dunno,so in the end he'll be in his selipar jepun n there's nothing much i can say n do 'bout it...well,as long as he's happy n comfy...n as i wrote this,i try to ignore the fact that my boy are no longer a baby n he's now a grown up boy with a mind of his own...


till then...

my two growin' munchkins...




time flies,it really do,n y did i say that? coz sometimes i juz dont realize how much my kids has grows,lol... n next year my boy n gal will turn 5 n 3 respectively,hehehe,cam x caye je... ;p

since its only two years gap of age,they can play quite well together,but not for long,as usual laaaa...after sometimes there'll be cry of help from one of them,but it will be adlan most of the time,hehehe,biase le first born,a bit manje than his sis...but i just love them both,of coz...

but lately,ive been receiving numbers of statement,or should i say 'suggestions' to have another baby,well since my gal,adia,she's going to be 3 next year...people think that its better for us to expand,hehehe,our lil' happy family...hmmm,to be frank,im not ready yet,hehehe,sorry...juz got back my beauty sleep lately...am not being selfish,but one need to know the limit,which in my case ive my hands full with these two,i know its a bit cliche but maybe we'll wait till they big enough, ;p... but,if there's any ,alhamdulillah,rezeki Allah la tu...
till then...

Monday, December 15, 2008

hensel n gretel alike...


i always likes xmas deco,apart from the sale of coz,its gorgeous,almost like a fairytales,what with all the snowflakes (even tho its fake,its still believable ) and d trees,man,im awed...n now,im not alone anymore,my kids seems to enjoy the same traits,hehehe...part of it after seeing mr bean's xmas special,of coz... isskkk...its my kids fav show,cant figure out why...but its funny though...opps,off track plakk...


n today, i juz cant resist to have a close look at this deli,located at the GF of the hotel where we were staying,from afar,its nothing more than an ordinary deli except it was decorated similar to the house that hensel n gretel got caught...but,one thing that amazed us is that they're using a real pastries,cookies,candy n dunno what else as the decoration, sw- eet ! n one thing for sure,its smells goooooodd...its like we're in this pastryland or something, ;p ... serious,my gal juz couldnt stop picking the m&ms,hehehe...even i try not to poke on the nicely decorated wall of thinly-sliced-cakes, actually im not sure whether its a cake or some sort of of bread,but its looks nice... hehehe...im not anna olson,mind u...maybe i can have lil' chat with one of the staff tomorrow,when we went for breakfast,hehehe,so 'kepochi'kan...


till then...

Saturday, December 13, 2008

photo addict...


yay! finally,managed to get ourselves a new camera, wheee...! after so long,we've been battling with our old ones,now i can get back to one of my fav. past times,which is taking my kids pic as n when i want,hehehe,bes... ;p

but,as usual,i leave the read-the-manual's part with my hubby,who else,im not into manual reading,even when in my working era,hehehe,boring laaa...unless,if its written by cecelia ahern or melissa hill,but of coz if they do,it'll no longer be a boring-thick-hard-cover-manual..lol..but since there's a live game rite now (football la,what else...did i ever mentioned that my hubby is a hardcore liverpool's fan eventhough he's not a good footballer himself,lol,) even when its not liverpool's game,he'll make sure that he can never miss a game...which sometimes irk me, hehehe,im not into football,mind u...

anyway,there's nothing much i can do with the camera since we're not that well versed with it yet,despites few failed experiments,hehehe...my kids are so eager to get their pics taken,so me+hubby need to 'khatam' the manual asap,esp. the how to make the black n white photo,i likee...

till then...

Thursday, December 11, 2008

ben 10 mania...


maybe i need to change my lil' man's name to ben tennyson,instead of adlan,hehehe...he knew every episodes by heart that sometimes he's like a storyboard himself,im serious...he can tell which character that cute ben will turn into,to that extend...iskkk,i wonder that maybe i let him spend too much time in front of the box,but he's like a xerox machine...he will juz copy n paste the action,then later on applied on yaya, lol...


so,can u guess what happens next? fight laaa,what else...no wonder my gal not so good with dolls,she's been trained for much more action than to get busy in her barbie's world... ;p

n as a result,her mariposa's head has been pulled out from the body juz few weeks after we bought it,poor butterfly fairy... hehehe...


till then...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

a mind of her own...





yup,im talkin' bout my gal...always against traffic,thats how i described her...contradict from her abang - which more or so what can u expect from a first born,likely to be every thing in the list,and counting,hehehe...but,when it comes to yaya,u can never guess...she's almost like a parcel,u wouldnt know what will u get untill u unwrapped it...sometimes it can be exciting,but it can also be the other way around...esp. on my bad-hair-day (u know what)...its not that im being ungrateful or else,but sometimes she's always on my nerve,which most of the time...isskkk... testing my mommy-of-the-year-attitude...

my mama always told me that i'll know how she felt once im a mother myself,well,thats sooo fucking true...opps,sorry...but hell ya,being a mom n in my context,a stay home mom is not an easy task...i know lots of people out there think that a mom like me,we just linger around the house watching soap,taking a nap all day long,and god knows what else...but,let me tell u this...its not that easy,not at all!!
dunno about others,but as for me its like a never ending chores,what with these two lil' sweet peas...but not that im complaining,it just that when im still had my 9 to 5 job,i always thought that it'll be heavenly-good if i can just stay at home and took care of my kids all by myself...its seems hassle-free n tension-free unlike the office drama im in at the time,but it has never crossed my genius mind that my kids drama are even "dasyhat" ,hehehe,but im glad though...

coz i know,outside there,there are hundreds of working mom whose secretly wishing that they can have what i have...being able to take care of of their own cilldren...

i've read a book - Calm Mother,Calm Child - one of the phares that caught my eyes and later tattoed permanently in my head that read;

' i have the most fulfilling role any human can have.i have the most important job any person can have.im so proud of what im achieving.as my baby flourishes,so do i...'

i guess,thats what keep me going,and going...and working hard every single day to do my very best,as a supermom...i choose to be a supermom,so i've deliver,but according to my standard laa...so that i wont be upset whenever im failed,lol...
till then...