not what u think

im back... ;)

2012-01-31T07:57:00.002+08:00

oh my,its been almost a month since my last entry...sorry for the long hiatus,been busy yeah,yeah,its cliche but thats the truth... ;p feels like my 247,somehow has been ripped up,and its shorter than others...lame isnt it?? blame it on the time when the 'real' culprit is none other than urs truly's poor management skills....ive too much on my plate rite now,pheww...but hey,dont we all?? hehe...

i dont even post anything on new year,let alone my new year resolution - with capital R,and not to forget 's' in the end as ive plenty ;) im an optimist remember?? well,do go and throw ur vomit somewhere else ;p

my december went well,hectic even...we managed to pull ben's out from his super duper busy schedule - well,its december,what do ya' expect?? its the busiest month,if not all thru the year,hehe,but i lurves u still,darling ^_^

took the munchkins for a quickie getaway, locally, nothing fancy....starts from ipoh,then off to penang....then spend a week at my mom's before heading to cameron...yeap,we went to cameron during school holidays without any hotel reservation,how dumb can we be?? ;p actually,its more like an impromptu,coz adia has been talking endlessly about how one of her darling friend has went for a strawberries picking...i tried my hardest to explain to her that we've been there already,even showed her some of the pics that we've taken...but she didnt buy it,typical her ...erghh... reason being - she slept,thus couldnt remember a thing!! how vain !! hence,the unplanned trip...but they had so much fun,even with a sea of people,cold weather and a very limited time that we had...what a pity,but fret not,will definitely be repeated anytime soon ;)

we even had a few sleepovers,and recently during the CNY...yup,u heard me rite,my munchkins and their friends are crazee bout sleepovers...i know some poeple who might not agree with this things,but for me+ben,we're ok with it...futhermore,they will, eventually, growing up with the same circles of friends,so i dont see any harm done...and im so lucky to have met with a set of parent,that gradually has become my confides that have the same thinking and pace like us...we're totally blessed...

all in all,the new year has been great,so far...what with me and ben having our 'date night' at stadium putra last sunday,watching AJL26 from our VIP seats...what an icing on the cake huh?? more pics will be posted soon,hehe...

gotta go now...but definitely wont be hiding again,haha...

till then...

wordless wednesday...

2011-12-14T09:21:00.000+08:00

mr jumbo... ;p

what its like to be a working mom...

2011-12-12T08:33:00.002+08:00

today,ive a glimpse of what it'll be like if i too working 9 to 5...hehe...and no,dont get me wrong,this is not anything near me going back to work ;) ...its just that,my schedule for today requires me to drive to a various places in the super-jammed-area (read - golden triangle) thus,the possibility of me driving home late and not to mention contribute to the additional 1% car-pooling-hesitant-driver-that-add-more-cars-on-the-road...

somehow it trigger to me that avoiding is the better solution,at least thats what i pressume,haha!! thus,i decided to drag my darling ben into this *evil grin* tq,ben for dont have the nerves to let me down ;) ... ^_^

so,there we are,at dawn,busy carrying the munchkins - one after another,lucky us there's only three of them,haha!! anyhoo,once all buckled up,off we go to kelana jaya station to drop off ben (which he usually drive,himself)...yes,he took the train daily to work now,less hassle and importantly no more stress,which is the crucial point ever!!

its been ages since my last attempt in joining the morning crowd (read-morning driving) unless to drive ben to the airport (when he's off to somewhere for work) but thats definitely a different story coz its not as hectic as heading to the jammed prone area,its more like against the traffic...so,no complaint....

hopefully,i can brace myself to drive to klcc to fetch ben in the evening,oh man,i hate this...not that im an incompetence driver,mind you,im more than capable to drive everywhere... ;p it juz that the idea of driving around kl area that irks me...pfftt...

well,,one gotta do what one must do,aight? less complaint and more works,what a good working ethics,no?? ;)

till then...

one of her many firsts...

2011-12-11T16:15:00.003+08:00

this movie marked as nana's first movie ;) frankly,im quite sceptical about bringing her to watch the movie for im afraid that she'll scream her lungs out when the lights off,but man,i was wrong...eventho she's sandwiched between me and ben (we took the couple seats - me,nana and ben,while adlan sat with yaya) she was calm,indeed, and munching away popcorn half the movie,while spend the other half of the movie zZZzzZz...im impressed!!

looks like my puasa towards cinemas has come to an end,hehe...;p looking forward for more movie-time with my lil' family... ^_^ what a great outing...

till then...

another reason to celebrate...

2011-12-09T16:54:00.003+08:00

i just came back from adia's school for her parent-teacher-meet..basically to collect her final progress report,books and to settle the payment for next year,hehe...easy maaa,no worries till the next term,haha!! ;p

hows the result u might ask?? see for yourself...and im all tears,yet again... u_u

in times likes this,it makes all the efforts and sacrifices all worthwhile...congrats,adia...mommy so proud of u,and so as daddy...

till then...

december blues...

2011-12-09T13:01:00.003+08:00

somehow it hit me that my poor time management skill that what keeps me caught up with things that need to be done...hish...rite now,im lack of motivation...so malas even when i know for sure that i'll be nowhere near achieving my goals with this lazy-bum-attitude of mine,erghh...i need to be spanked,for real!!

my laid-back routine has come to an end with my parent finally gone back to sg petani,after more than two weeks stay...no more delicious home cooked meals that was everything but...hehe,back to tapau style ok,kiddos?? haha!! ;p

at least we're looking forward for a few getaway - which still in initial plan, as yaya finally finished her schooling for this year - yes,somehow smart reader still have classes in december,i wonder why? well,since its un-refundable,we decided to just let her proceed with the class...and today,they ended their school session with a field trip to dominos,which she boast about the whole time.. ;)

since its already school holiday,and christmas somewhere in the corner,it seems impossible to get a room at somewhere decent...hmmm,or shall we proceed to HRC penang instead?? *evil grin*

anyhoo,gotta sorts things out for my munchkins are getting bored by days...

till then...

wordless wednesday...

2011-12-07T12:30:00.002+08:00

getting ready to perform 'joget pahang' for her year-end's concert... ;)

bloated!!

2011-12-05T17:25:00.002+08:00

yup,thats how i felt....how la kan?? been eating my mom's home cooked meals almost everyday,aiyakkk....ive already gained a few pounds,mind you... ;p

later skater...

what a wonderful nite...

2011-12-04T09:48:00.003+08:00

last nite,im all smiles..me and ben,we had a great time,...^_^ the outing went great,and to top it off,the movie was awesome!!

what can i say,for a hopeless-romantic like me,a romantic comedy will always be my pick...and 50/50 surely be my latest muse,hehe...what with the cute-and-yet-sexy joseph gordon-levitt,yummeh!! ;p

my verdict?? i would love to give it a 5 stars,but the ending kinda a bit let down,i wish theres more to it...but hey,who am i to argue...hence,4.5 stars that is!! such a great movie...

anyway,the only thing that remained stucked at the back of my mind was that for the first time,when i came home at 2.30am in the morning,my babah greeted us with a smile,weird...used to get scolded for coming home late during my tv-hitam-putih-era haha!! if u know what i mean... ;p no,i dont have curfew back then,but still he'll wait for me no matter how late and followed by a short-ceramah... hows time has changed...thanx again to my parent whose more than eager to look after the munchkins while we're gone... lurve u both....*muahss*

last but not least,my darling ben...looking forward for more 'us' time,espcially AJL if we managed to secure the tickets,hehe..keep our fingers crossed,will ya??

till then...

ben and i...

2011-12-03T00:20:00.004+08:00

im over the moon!! wanna know why?...

firstly ; after 7 years,i repeat,7 years (read : after adlan was born..) me and ben are going to catch a movie tomorrow,just the TWO of us....i repeat,only US!! whoot!!whoot!! im lost for words actually,anyway,kudos to my parent...yes,they're still here,thus willingly to look over our darling munchkins while we're out....we could never repay u both,tq mama and babah,and chumyn also laaa ;p ... btw,ive already booked 50/50 (why this?beacuse there's sexy joseph gordon-levitt,how can i resist?? sorry ben,i luv u still,no worries!! heheh...) at GSC 1 Utama...the timing?? sure la midnight *pensan* im over excited,cant wait...think ive got butterflies already,hehe...so lame... ;p

secondly ; its our second outing,just the two of us... ^_^ last monday,we freed ourselves to empire subang for a minom-kopi-macam-bagus session...feel weird tho talking without interruption,haha!! guess,we're so immune with the chaos that when its only us,it feels empty in a way,if u get what i mean...nonetheless,we still cherished the 'us' time and it does feels good after a while...eventho it just a simple minom and a bit of shopping,on my side of coz ;p we had a blast...thats explained the midnight movie,hehe...well,maximising the helps while we can,hehe,coz who knows when our next dating2 will be...

till then....

babbles...

2011-12-02T08:39:00.007+08:00

life has been hectic,but good...no complaints :) alhamdulillah ive been surrounded with all the TLC that im much needed...mind you,runnning round the house is no easy matter,ya'know... ;p it needs physically,and MOSTLT emotionally strength to survive,really!!

i appreciate all the help that i get,and having said that,i am glad that my darling mama,babah and chumyn were here to lend a helping hands,thank you naaaaa...heheh..frankly,we're spending more times outside rather than at home,haha!! ukur jalan wehhh... ;p

the munchkins had constantly nagged me to let them have a pet,but found it hard to digest the idea coz i know ,the one that will left to do all the dirty chores will be none other than urs truly,which i loathe the most...hence,been abandoned the idea for so long...but finally i gave in...and here,presenting our 'mechanical' pet rabbit,ying... ;) hassle free,no? no feeding,no pooping only AA size batteries needed...im happy,and so are they... ^_^

note to self : to write a letter to the owner of tutti frutti's setia alam to move the store somewhere else,for im about to go bankcrupt!! haha!! im going cuckooo!! ;p

later skater...

impromptu gesture...

2011-12-01T08:31:00.002+08:00

this morning when i woke up, i was greeted by this petite paper bag,placed neatly on my dressing table...aahh,what a sight :)

merci beacoup,darling...heheh,it really put a smile on my bare-face,coz mine was long gone... ;p

tq,ben...
xoxo

wordless wednesday...

2011-11-23T10:00:00.003+08:00

^_^

betul betul betul!!

2011-11-22T15:50:00.002+08:00

for those who knew me knows that i rarely cook on weekend,unless we have people coming over,or when my insane craving kick in,but having said that,i dont do weekend-cooking ;p

as usual,when lunch time approached,its always a constant battle between us - when asked where to eat - everyone will have their own preferences ;p lucky us our nana noni still too small to speak her mind off,or else there'll be an extra 'idea' that need consideration...then came the next question,what to eat - which always a headache,not so much of a help...

my darling ben eat pretty much everything,whilst urs truly can be a little fussy...i dont mind if the food aint that good,but the place has to be 'bersih' if u know what i mean...my elder two,on the other hand preferred western meal,to my delight,hehe..

anyway,long story cut short - we agreed to try on this restaurant somewhere behind tesco extra,shah alam called Geng's Corner...and yes,its the signature eatery of the famous siblings,upin and ipin...my munchkins was over the moon!! especially when they see that all the menus written was named after the characters in the story,i.e. nasi ayam upin,bihun sup kak ros..aint it cute??

all i can say is that the food was not bad, got 'rase' ...nothing to shout about,but i dont mind going there again ;)

till then...

ive been bitten...

2011-11-21T15:51:00.004+08:00

by a sewing bug,that is,hehe... ;)

here's the latest creation by Benang by JazFara to feast ur eyes...details can be find at our facebook page...u are more than weolcome to drop by...

Sexy Summer Dress by Benang...

Bib Style Dress by Benang...

to know more about the cute creation,

do stop by and place ur order for its selling fast,hehe...

later skater...

our weekend train ride...

2011-11-20T05:43:00.007+08:00

its only a simple train ride,but boy,they're all giddy and happy...i'd do train ride anytime,kiddos..*muahss*

later skater...

out of the bed...

2011-11-20T05:17:00.004+08:00

to wanie : we still have that gift of urs hanging on the bed *read- mobile* :)

finally!! me and ben finally got our bed to ourselves again,wohooo!! why u might ask?? its because,our darling nana noni has finally sleep in her own baby crib...wehooo!! fret not,it placed a few steps away from us,so,no worry...well,im not that mean,y'know... ;p

since she's hooked to that bottle of hers,she's no longer wakes at nite,thus tido teros till morning...heaven!! im on cloud nine,can u tell?? ;) its been weeks now,and it seems like she has no problem adjusting,and i finally got my beauty sleep,again...alhamdulillah..like my mom used to said "once depa dah besaq,makin senang laaa..." and she's never wrong....luv u,mama...

till then...

note : let me clarify things out before u dare to let the naughty fingers of urs do the talking,and asking me the most famous question every living human being likes to blurt out *wink*...NO,we're not expanding our lil' family,juz yet...thus,no baby making in near future ;p only love making if i may say so,HAHA!! chill la... ;)

bibik or no bibik...

2011-11-18T08:39:00.003+08:00

ben and i has been pushing this matter back and forth for like ages,iskk...seems like we have a different takes with this particular issue...hence,the dilly dallied ;p

ive been with my munchkins since they were born,thus the idea of leaving them with a total stranger,even tho in our very own house is quite intimidating to me,which i find hard to explain...my head still find it hard to digest..but we do need a little help to ease the burden,or at least someone to do the chores - up to my expectation that is ;p which is not easy im telling ya! haha!!

i know,some of u might wonder as why do i need a maid when i am not a working mom? good question...yes,i am a SAHM,but ive a few projects that ive been running thru the years...so,an extra hand will be usefull,especially when im doing my sewing,or baking...and i like my house to be neat and tidy at the same time..thus,having a maid will somehow put my mind at ease,i assume...

but,how do i know that we'll end up getting a good one at the first try?? from the stories i heard and read,mostly scared the hell out of me...ben said its a gamble,one never know what one will get...hmmm,me not happy... :( if only my weekend bibik (sofia,as i call her,who came to our house on weekly basis) agreed on becoming my permanent coz i like her..im happy with her work,and she's so easy to talk to,even tho she's not really a talker ;p ...talk less work more,thats what i like about her...sadly,she turned down the offer as she prefer her flexible working hour more..well,cant blame her...

anyway,might juz wait a little longer,and think a little deeper...

till then...

im all tears...

2011-11-16T09:39:00.003+08:00

when my boy handed me his result's slip for his final exam...im very proud of u,abang...and so as daddy...

i know,he's only in standard one but the competition are fierce nowadays...why i said so? coz he's in 13th place even with 94%!! thats a serious noodles we have out there... ;p with this kind of result back when im in standard one (which was 20++ years back ;p ) i bet ive bagged the no 1 place,easy!! but it didnt work now as kids has become more brilliant by days...

me and ben promised him that we'll get him something if he secured 1oth place and below,but with this particular result,we dont have the guts to sticks to it...hence,toy'r'us that is...

till then...

the love of baking...

2011-11-04T11:53:00.008+08:00

i love to bake,but nowadays,i hardly bake...i used to find solace in baking,but my trusted oven has been left abandoned due to my hectic schedule (as if,pfftt!! )...anyway,long story cut short,my munchkins coaxed me into baking their favorite - red velvet,yesterday...

taraaa!! my humble red velvet with mascarpone and cream cheese topping,delish!!

yummy on her tummy! one happy customer.. ;p

the aftermath,as of this morning.... ;)

and right now,im thinking on doing something with this lovely jam,my munchkins loathe this one as its a tad sour for their liking...thinking of doing some simple sponge cake with this cherry filling,yummeh!! hehe...see,once i start,i juz couldnt stop,iskkk...need to thaw the butter first,hehe..

till then...

wordless wednesday...

2011-11-02T17:24:00.001+08:00

babbles...

2011-11-02T00:50:00.003+08:00

we're back from a week at sg petani,tending to my unwell momma...yup,its her 'my heart' case gone wild,heheh...nothing serious,alhamdulillah...all she need was a good rest and stress-free,which none was done by her,iskkk....she refused to let us home,but ben and i insisted...and by the way,we have her most 'mujarab' medicine ever - her cucu-cucu!! her face lit up straight away,yay!!

me and comot team up to run the house,doing all the chores so that mama could rest to the max,but she hates it...saying that she get it done,literally...but nobody listen to her,so she gave up,and soaked herself with the free-show from the cucu-cucu (yes,my munchkins are very much into some sort of performance nowadays,dont ask why for ive no clues.. ;p )

so here i am,juz done with the piles of clothes that needed to be folded...its raining almost everyday here,thus,the piling of laundry..am waiting for ben to finish his work - yup,he's been busy-ier ever since moved to this new department,been bringing work home almost everday,haishhh...very the busy la u,dada.. ;p

and as for me,im supposed to get back to my sewing,but too lazy to even hold the tiny needle,hence,surfing the net instead,haha!! blame the technology,bad unifi!! hehe...

later skater...

final term...

2011-10-18T16:37:00.003+08:00

i am sitting for my final exam (read :adlan's final term's exam.. ;p) thus,expect no update till we're done,pfftt!! anak yg exam,mommy yg panic...iskkk...

later skater...

bottle after bottle...

2011-10-14T13:24:00.007+08:00

i am now switching this lil' bonbon nana from breastfeeding to bottle feeding,and man,its damn hard to get this girl of ours to latch her precious 'muncung' lips to that silicone tits..haissh!! im thinking of giving up,everyday,but something keep pushing me to get it done,once and for all.it aint easy let me tell u...

the last time with yaya,we had it quite smoothly,if not rough..only the downside was she's on ribena for two weeks before giving in to the formula milk,chocolate flavour only,iskkk,but we switched it to plain eventually...night time wasnt bad either,coz i have ben attending to her instead of myself...basically,we managed to wean her off less than 3 weeks,good eyy??

and here i am,four years later,doing the exact same thing over again,only to find that even if its ur own breed,coming from the same C-sect,no child is alike,unless its twin,i assume...boy,its a whirwind with nana...we're switching from one bottler after another,still she refused! we asked around for tips,tried various type of bottles,not to mention tits,but to no avail...she still refused!! :(

ben and i almost at the dead end,when we agreed to give it a last shot at this one brand,coz we clearly cant afford to have selections of unused bottles (not to mention adlan + adia's previous bottles,iskkk..) cramped inside the upper drawer,such a waste! its definitely irritate ben,more than i do... ;p anyway,im at the same pace with ben to let this particular bottle to be our last attemp..if its failed,we're doomed and im back to be the sole provider of my child's milk..iskk,what a let down...

but,to our surprised,she willingly latched on and i couldnt be more happier!! alhamdulillah,praised to God for the blessing He bestowed upon us,im utterly grateful...

the champ!! tommee tippee at last..and yes,ive to entice her with ribena once in a while juz to keep her drawned to the bottle...and gradually increasing the amount of the formula milk as we go along...good job,baby!! mommy so proud of u,and so as daddy ^_^...

our initial plan was to make used with what ever bottles that we have in storage ...and here's some to it...bought that tupperware's (green+purple) bottles for adlan,but he rejected it straight away,iskk..we switched him to nuby when we stayed at miri,for they has quite a selection over there...one can find nuby anywhere...but when adia's arrived,she turned it down!! in some way,we're quite relieved for its kinda hard to find nuby's range in malacca...so,we opt for something that is easy to find,so,its avent for adia...

anyway,back to nana's story...after she decline the above bottles,we tried her on one of these bottles - its a collections from the gift that our relatives and friends get for the babies,or shall i say,when they're baby...and no,our nana didnt buy it...once again,she refused...iskkk...

so,we came to a conclusion that maybe she wants a new bottle of her own...hence,the bottle hunting begin...first we tried on this glass bottle from babylife,from mothercare but failed...then,my good neighbour suggested us to try on MAM,and so we did...but she hates it...at this point,im ready to give up,it juz a matter of time...and when this one friend asked me to try tommee tippee,i promised ben that it will be the last coz im not doing this bottle hunting anymore...luckily she said yes to it,and we're over the moon!!

not to mention,we even tried a various sets of tits,but its a total flop as well,haishh...

all i can say for now,she's adapting to this new method of feeding...its ok,darling...baby steps ok,slowly but surely...and to my surprise,my boobs showing no signs of engorged-ment,what so ever,even after few days of neglect..hmmm,what that supposed to mean? is it my milk production has deteriorate since? im clueless...

till then...

my sentiment exactly...

2011-10-13T13:59:00.002+08:00

after reading this blog of out-spoken wardina safiyah,i couldnt agreed more with her regarding this current trend of owning a designer's bag...i mean,how far one would go juz to be SEEN carrying a designer's bag?? how this designer's bag's justify u as a person?? and how can that bag of urs determined your social life?

actually,this particular issue has been messing with my head for quite sometimes...no,no,not because i dont own one - FIRST; coz clearly i cant afford one ( i can ,eventually,but i choose not to..the closest ive in possession is my braun buffel,from my hantaran that is,which i seldom used.. ) TWO; i dont feel the need to fork out quite sum of money juz for a bag,mind u,juz one...numero uno,isnt it crazeee?? u dont think so,well,shame on me then.... ;p THREE; ive other priorities in life,i.e. making sure my munchkins's college funds,insurances and their ASD is sufficient and stashed out some for holidays,makan2 and etc...in short,i chose to be cash rich.period.

ive this one occassion,where one of my friend (juz a social friend as i like to call it,we're not even close) crack into a giggles once she saw my esprit purse...and to quote her "ini brand budak sekolah laaa.." and she blurted it out with a smirk glued on her face...i was like,seriously babe?? SERIOUSLY?? so shallow laa,u...

i mean,i know kids nowadays can easily afford Guess,esprit,topshop juz to name a few..but that doesnt mean its 'childish' to be seen wearing one,dont u think?? what if thats all i can afford for? whats wrong if one choose to splurge into some middle-range brand as opposed to high-end one?? why being so judgemental??

but dont get me wrong,im definitely have no problem with people strutting around with designer's bag (be it genuine,or fake,or replicas as some might call it,whateva!!) i dont give a damn,for i believe that one can spend their money as they like...its ur moolah,go ahead...but what bothering me is when one tend to 'bergolok bergadai' juz to be seen carrying one,for me is sick!! some even boasting for having more than one,bangga wehh...hmm,i reserved my comment...

i dont mind if u're fucking rich,u can spend it like nobody business,nobody cares...but what worries me if that person live on end-meets-end basis?? let alone having a saving for rainy days...i dont think people will adore u,or look at u in awe if they know that u are broke...and,if only they knew,they will then argue bout the authencity of the bag...wouldnt it be heart wrecking knowing that u spend a good fortune of money,juz to have people question bout it? because ur life that u live in didnt match ur so called designer's bag...

anyway,its none of my business...and i need u to do the same...and,by all means,please dont judge people only by looking at their bags,or shoes alike...its the overall picture that matters the most...hope u get what i mean...i juz need to get this thing out of my chest,and now that i did,i feel glad...sorry if i hurt any of u in any ways,my intention is pure...

till then...

wordless wednesday...

2011-10-12T16:49:00.003+08:00

lets the shoes do the talkin'...

hell yeah!! he's a die hard fan... ;)

gegurl...

2011-10-11T09:54:00.004+08:00

my two girls,they're never alike... yaya is more towards barbies and princess,ballet and anything in pink - being the typical 5 years old girl,she likes to dress up,mix and match her own clothes...she's dying to put on make up,but she has to wait till she's 17 coz i said so,haha!! so vain,i knowww..as of now,she'll settle with her collections of lip gloss instead... ;)

whilst nana,on the other hand,is more of a punk princess,whom couldnt care less bout barbies (she'll run miles with fear,hehe...such a scaredy-cat..) and cooking set (not interested,at all!! )....she may be small,but her voice is beyond recognition..when she shout,u wont believe it came from her petite frame,talks about loud!! ;p

morning stroll at kl birdpark...

2011-10-08T17:02:00.006+08:00

if last week we took the munchkins on a train ride - took putra lrt from kelana jaya to klcc,and our munchkins were beyond jakun,hehe...adlan once asked me where the driver is,and when i told him that it doesnt have one,u shouldve seen his face,HAHA!! my funny man!! adia get herself occupied hopping from one seat to another,haissshh...luckily the train was not full on that day (we took the morning one,so less crowded,much easy to handle the excited munchkins...yeah,one genius tip there given ;p ) while adriana frozed!! like totally keras what with all the strangers staring at her,as if laaaa kann,haha!! another funny scene for us to keep ourself entertained,ben and i keep looking at each other and smile (awwww...what a magic,we still have that brainwave-connection,hehe...thought we lost our modjo already after having these jakuns munchkins ;) lurves u,ben...always was and forever will be..^_^ )

this weekend we got them let loose at KL Birdpark...and it was a hit! they were quite amazed on seeing all kinds of birds roams freely,like can jalan sebelah sebelah gitewww,kelasss...especially the peacocks,strutting their ways like nobody business,but it is their home aightt?? so why bother...they were all over the places,luckily none of us got pooped,pheww...coz ive seen one of the visitor got himself a 'very nice' souvenir from one of the birds...poor guy...lucky us ;p

the idea of having the birds runs freely was definitely beyond cool,as u can see n sometimes touch the birds...but it was poorly maintain at some spot which leaves a very disturbing smells,especially when u have a kids with rhinitis and cannot 'tahan' the smells (read:adlan)..a bit challenging there...but,we managed to control the situation...

the weather was so kind to us from the moment we arrived there...but 10mins prior to the bird show,its pouring and the show was put to halt,much to our dismay :( ...luckily we managed to seek shelter at one of the hut nearby..at this point,the munchkins all dah meragam...thus,bribe them with nuggets that i cooked fr home to shut them off,hehe..this is when i realized that one of the mat salleh waited with us was matthew,one of the lads from the masterchef australia...so cuteeee la u,matthew...*wink* no offence,ben..i heart u still ;)

since the weather still not giving in for like ages....mind u,standing still with 3 lil' munchkins doing nothing for almost 30mins,sandwiched with a bunch of unknown people,wasnt really did us any good,so we're given up!!...once the munchkins all geared up with their caps and hat,we determined to redah the drizzle and go home...the munchkins of coz a tad sad coz they didnt catch the show but at least we have fun for the first couples of hours...so,there goes another good reason for a revisit,eyy? ;)

so,where are we going next weekend,kiddos? ;p

till then...

Benang by JazFara...

2011-10-01T21:32:00.005+08:00

the other things that keeps me busy,other than my three lil' munchkins...its a jv between me and my girlfriend,farah...its already been in the market since last ramadhan,but only now ive the time to reveal it to u readers...its more like an experimental project,but it turn out more than what we've anticipated, alhamdulillah...

we're in no position to compete with the big name from the muslim's fashion,more like to add a few more colors to the world of hijab-wearing people in malaysia...

benang,the soft launch...

cotton printed shawls

plain cotton shawls

2-ways inner,made by good quality cotton...

if u have any enquiries regarding any of this products,u can juz leave a message here...or shoot us an email at benangbyjazfara@gmail.com or facebook : Benang by JazFara...

couldnt care less...

2011-09-30T17:18:00.004+08:00

its funny how people keep assuming that its an easy task to be a SAHM...its interesting,really,at least to me,to be labelled as the'lucky one' for not having to drag my ass to the office and faced the dirty office politics...(gosh,if only they knew what ive been thru daily,but heck,they dont.. )

but for me,its kinda useless (times 1000,yeah,coz they're so dumb..) to explain the difficulty(ies) level of being home and make people understand that its beyond hard was never my intention anymore...for i believe that people will never understand,and they never will (read : ignorance)unless u become one...

what annoyed me most is when the outsiders thinks that i spend my time lounging around doing nothing,killing my time in front of my lappy from morning,or better yet,mall hopping all year round (pffft,what were they thinking?? think im paris hilton or something??)...i figure people are means,and they can be so judgemental too,not to mention narrowminded...or is it envy driven? u tell me...

no matter how hard i tried (to explain),they'll never buy it,hence,am not trying anymore.period.they can think what ever that pleased them as it'll never effect me anymore,for i will live my life to the fullest and be grateful with every 'rezeki' that ive been given...

and to quote my bff's : they can say what they want,when they want but its ur life,so its up to u as how u want to lead ur live,their say doesnt matter,the hell with them. hell yeah!! im 100% with u girlfriend,hehe!! and im putting smile back on my face...hell with them. ;p

till then...

im pissed!!

2011-09-29T10:25:00.003+08:00

if only ive punching bag at home,it would've been 'dead' by now!!

im off to get some air...hope im back to myself in couple of hours,fingers crossed!!

growing up...

2011-09-27T17:27:00.003+08:00

it suddenly hit me that my munchkins (read :adlan + adia) had grown when ;

we've to buy two birds of chicken,instead of one,

the portion of foods that ive cooked gettin larger,

dine-out bill has never be friendly to us anymore ;p

im no longer needed after shower,for they can get dressed all by themself,

they have their own fashion sense,n im totally out of control...(i have my say only during special occassion,isskk)

there'll be "NO ENTRY" on their door,in which one need to ask permission to enter the room.. ;p and sometimes requires password,haisshh...

they suddenly talks about oppposites gender,haisshh...(this is worrying,okeh..)

no more PDA when their friends in sights,pfftt...(i loathe this, :(

when u say something,they'll go like 'mummy niiii...' or 'daddy niii...'

buuuut,no matter how 'cool' that they think they've turn into,these few things that they insisting on doing keep reminds me that they're still my babies...

still need to 'bobok' before they went to bed,esp yaya...

sleep with us on weekend (n they're really looking for it.. ;p)

cried their heart out when i said that i wanna go back to work,and in such they'll be under the care of other people,called bibik,hehe...(i always used this when dont listen to me,haha!)

feed them...

hows times flies...for all i know,they're growing fast before my eyes n i could never been blessed with the chance of being with them from the day they were born...i am more than grateful to raise my munchkins with my own hands,using my ways and of coz with the help from my darling ben...

till then...

2011-09-26T17:25:00.006+08:00

alhamdulillah,our event went smoothly even with a BIG 'dugaan' few minutes before the much awaited event call time...

yes,after everything has been spread out as per my QC,its pouring,like debushhhh!! no mercy okehh...all soaking wet!!no dark cloud...no drizzle...juz kabussshh,basah lencun .... iskkk!! i am not gonna try to let u all know how or what i feel,for its beyond words...really!!my heart sunk!!

but luckily,ive got ben,my parent (yup,my mama+babah+chumyn did come over to lend a helping hand,in which i could never repay back...luv luv...) n my in-laws,all trying their hard to salvage the foods from the downpour...whilst urs truly (shame on me.. ;p) hiding inside my room,sobbing,huhu...once ive regained my sanity,im back downstairs and do what im supposed to do,hosting our open house...

actually,we dont really invite many people,juz a few close friends..its more to makan2 for the relatives,neighbours and not to mention adlan + adia's friends,n their families too...but to our surprise,the turn up quite overwhelmed that we dont have time to sit n chat as we planned...all like touch n go je,total madness,but in a good way of coz!! ;) too bz to even snap a pic or two...my bad... :(

gettin ready...

flower pot for guest tables...

last but not least,ben + i would like to extend our gratitude for those who came to our small makan2,we could never thanked u guys enough...sorry for the kekurangan sana sini...and for those who could not make it,we never hold grudges against u,we totally understand...unless u're related to me,haha!! (sile terasa adik beradik ku.. ;p)

and to my mama,babah,mak,abah,ayu,comot...tq so much from both of us,for we could never make it without the help from u guys,really really...next year can do again or not,hehe...

going back already... :(

till then...

anxious...

2011-09-24T01:47:00.002+08:00

we'll be hosting our very first eid's open-house tomorrow...am so excited,but scared to death at the same time...im hoping that it'll be sunny tomorrow,hence the event will run as smooth as ive planned it in mind,all this while...iskkk...

khemah - checked!

chairs + tables + table cloth - checked!

cutleries + plates + bowls + cups - checked!

table piece (flowers + candles ) - checked!

serviettes/tissues - checked!

red velvet cake (bake by urs truly ;p ) - checked!

camera - charging...

foods - KIV,hehe.. ;)

drinks - pending ice cubes...

last minute touch up - tomorrow morning...

i thinks that all...ker ade lagi? aiyakkk!! total chaos okehhh!!

till then...

my triple 'A's...

2011-09-22T07:47:00.001+08:00

adlan,adriana,adia...

happy bornday to me...

2011-09-20T10:02:00.003+08:00

today,im a year older. more wiser? i dunno. perhap. ive grew a lot thru the year n i really hope somehow,it will turn me into somewhat a better me,if not perfect. and what ive learned?? here's some to of it...

there's lotsa things to be done in order to achieve my dream(s),yeah,ive got several dreams,pathetic that is,but i dont give a damn. sacrifices is crucial,hence im pushing myself hard. VERY hard indeed.

im sick of people judging me,but who am i to judge them. let them be,for i will not care.

myself is my priority,and so as my family n good friends around me that has been there thru thick n thin. thats all that matter.

people may talk,or bring me down but i'll make sure that in the end of the day,the joke is on them.

hatred is bad,but i found that that its the best motivation ever.

be in loved,and u'll be grand for love is what one need the most.

anyhoo,im blessed each day with what ive been given ; the lurves around me and the life i had. may my life will forever been blessed. God permits.

so now,blow d candle(s)...its getting more n more each year,hehe..

toodle..

boys will be boys..

2011-09-19T07:24:00.003+08:00

adlan with his best buds...

he may only be 7,but already refused to be embraced in front of his friends,or by saying 'i luv u' out loud,haishhh....let alone a kiss!! and what hurting me the most is when,even salam pon need to be done in a flash of time :(

i know he's growing up,but its kinda fast...and he's ONLY 7,mind u.... *sigh* was all boys like this?? i did confront him bout this,asking him if any of his friends making fun of him...and to my dismay,he said YES!! those kids are so means!! times 100 okeyyy...im so pissed!

then i told him that let them laugh,for its their lost that their mother didnt do as same as what ive done but he still refused,saying "mommy ni,nanti my friend all laugh at abang..." :(

i know,i know,u wouldve said that im in a total denial,but to my defence he's still my baby boy and im not going to stop kissing or hugs him just yet.not now.period.

well,i think ive to learn to let go...gimme another 5years,or maybe 7...or maybe 10,i dont know..but in the mean time,im going to enjoy my 'gomol2' moment with my baby boy,haha!

toodle.

jake's revisited...

2011-09-18T00:29:00.002+08:00

after 10 years,we're back to jake's charbroil...to celebrate my advance birthday,and not to mention belated birthday bash for my darling yaya n miza...

after 10 years,we're no longer fit into the wagon that 4 of us (abah,mom,me+ben..) used to sit...seems like the long table on the 1st floor is what they have to fit us,since there're 6 other human being with us,hehe...

after 10 years,they still giving me balloon.. ;p but the brownie was,wait a second...AWESOME!! still warm,nice... ;)

after 10 years,they no longer giving u shirt,but face towel instead,hmmm..dada,where's our jake's shirt?? ;p

but still,after 10 years,the foods was still marvelous...what can i say,good food,good company...im more than happy,im truly blessed,alhamdulillah...

so,to jake's...see u in 10 years time,Gods permit...now im off to bed with a smile on my face... ;p

nitey nite,peeps...

happy eid,everyone...

2011-09-14T17:06:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raya

maaf zahir & batin

from us...

tiny lil' creature...

2011-07-27T10:01:00.003+08:00

ive my hand full rite now,thanx to my tinonet,adriana...ben n i used to say that adia was always in full throttle when she was a baby,but boy we're so damn wrong!! nana seems to be much more energized than her,times ten!! seriously!! she's all over the places if u ask me...iskk..its like doing 1001 things in one day,and it happens everyday..go figure.. ;p

as the saying goes 'looks can be deceiving',couldnt agreed more on that...she might be little,but man,she makes me out of breath,every time!! running around till im sweats my armpit's off, ;p turn our lil' crib into somewhat 'kapal karam' in merely 5 mins,haiyakk!! and believe it or not,she's the one who will always make both adlan n adia cried,yes,she lurves to pick on her siblings,not the other way around...guess,somehow she knows that by being the littlest give her the passport to behave in such manner..typical ey??

then come this favourite thing of hers,doodle..aiyooo!! headache,okeh!! there goes our 'seputih salju' wall...she'll head staright to the wall every time she laid hands on any misplaced pen,pencil or anything than can be used to express herself on her 'favourite' canvas,hishh...fyi,none of my elder two venture into this kind of activity when they are about nana's age...well,guess my kids become more creative each time,haha!! which now leave us with no choice,other than to paint or wallpaper-ed the wall to cover up all the doodles,isskk...surplus tuu,nana...

but,she's juz a joy to be with,regardless the naughtiness in her.. ;) and she's going to be 15months in couple of weeks,awww...how times flies when u have fun ey?? im sure did,every second of it!! mommy luv u,nana...grow big,grow safe,grow healthy okeh...

later skater...

gone,but not forgotten...

2011-07-25T15:58:00.002+08:00

im back!! yahooo!!

i know,i know....been super duper bz,iskkk..what with my lil' nana had a fever for two straight weeks,that leaves me zombie-like....then,off for a quick getaway at uss,which was awesome...really need it...but,then im the one who need tlc...haha!! im down with high fever for the whole week,oh my...terrible!!but im grand now,alhamdulillah...

so many things to tell...but,why dont we go slow,eh?heheh...dont worry,im going to stay for good now for we had a good support system now,say hello to mr unifi... ;p who would have thought that surfing can be this easy...so,go n get urs install now,pronto!! btw,im not getting any penny fr TM for this free ad yaa...

more to come,so stay tune... ;p

till then...

march already?

2011-03-05T15:20:00.003+08:00

its obvious that my writing has becoming a once-a-month-writing affairs,heheh...well,better than nothing aight??

anyway,today has been great...why u ask? because finally i got to meet my virtual buddy for the first time (after so many postponement and what not,haha!! )...azra @ shoeaddictmom with her adorable maryam...yay!! pat on our back,babe,hehe...its was fun meeting u,n so maryam...hope that we can meet up again,and again,hehe...

after having our brunch at the loaf,empire,we went to the handmade market which located on the 2nd floor...n i tell u,i felt like a kids in a candy store,really!! surrounded by all sorts of wonderful handmade stuffs,which left me 'rambang mata'....seriously!! i managed to grab myself a wonderful yarns from sazzynsuch's booth (btw,nice meeting u too,tini ;) ...cant wait to get it started!! my hands itched already,haha!! am still looking for a pattern to work with,hope will find it soon...n will post the pic once im done,which i dunno when,hehe.... and also a cute sunhat for adriana,from okinokiyo,which is beyond cute,hehe...n im emailing maizurah for adia's,or she's going berserk!! ;p

on the other hand,adlan's off for his taekwondo class today... :) he's excited beyond words!! keep asking about the time every 5 mins...isskk...he's been asking us to send him from last year,but we couldnt find the one that we feel 'ok' with.. ;p ...

so,there goes my saturday....im so in need for a knitting's pattern's hunt...hence,off to the bookshop for more knitting's material...

later skater...

jammed pack january...

2011-01-29T15:13:00.000+08:00

O.M.G!!

february's coming already,yet I haven't wrote anything about january juz yet..that busy mehh?u betcha!!been busy driving mr+miss daisy to school,aiyakk..repainting my car's color would be a wonderful idea I must say..an orange that is,hehe..abis tu,I've been in n out almost 10 times,daily,kudos to the gap between primary n kindy..hmmm..

anyway,both my munchkins are doing great..adlan is one happy camper coz most of his friends from little caliphs were in the same school,and for icing on the cake,he's in the same class with his two bestfriends,he's over the moon I can tell..

as for adia,she's great as always..blend in in just a matter of time..for all I know,she already had a crush on one of her classmate,sheesh..n I was told by her teacher that she's pasticipate well n was appointed as a monitor,now who would have thought that..heheh..

but,there's one particular tiny lil' person that I owed my gratitude so muchhh..non other than adrianan,hehe.who else??my loyal conductor..asleeps or awakes,but most awakes,in her car seat..being my so called loyal companion..my 'teman bersembang' haha!!

having said that,I am now a full fledged soccer mom,heheh..

note : my lappy went kaput somewhere on december,n I'm yet to fix it,gosh..am sooo tied up..

clumsy is my name...

2010-12-24T11:01:00.001+08:00

I think im getting clumsy by day..so true that even ben agreed with me.. ;p hmmm..and the best part is the tendency of me run into an accident even higher went my parent's around,haha,hows funny is that?

I fell right on my bum on my recent visit,which got my babah panic n my mama speechless..crazee I tell u..hehe..tros my babah mop lantai after that ;p hmmm,that's a very rare scene,one won't see everyday..

then,I fell down the stairs last nite which left them frantic!! coz we're at the hotel,so my mom has come up with this lil crazee idea that 'there' is something pushing me instead,haha!!funny,mom..

latest,hurt my elbow out of nowhere..I was like,heck mann..this is serious!!why laaa .. ;p

anyway,that won't stop me from going to padang kota and enjoying the glorious type of foods there,nyum nyum..I can't wait..

later skater..

didi boding ding diboding boding!!

2010-12-21T09:09:00.002+08:00

i wish dibo is for REAL,heheh...for ive plenty of wishes to be materialized,that is...

im off now...today will be my busy day (well,as if im not busy enough on daily basis..pfftt!! ) as we're off to sg petani tomorrow,weeehooo!! ive lost counts for how many packing n unpacking ive done this month,iskkk...is it bad or good? ;)

later skater...

fierce..

2010-12-19T08:16:00.000+08:00

F.I.E.R.C.E.

both me and ben agreed that that's the VERY word to describe adia,nowadays..its been a couple of weeks since she's behaving like that..we're still figuring the reason,the ReAL reason behind this peculiar behaviour of hers..really,its bothering us and its killing me,literally..knowing that somehow or rather my split attention between the three of them has leads to this,iskk.. :(

I know kids won't juz lashed out for no reason,but she did..one minute,she yelled..then,she's laughing n giggling away like nothing matters..then,the next thing u know she's screaming from the top of her lung,juz coz..JUST CAUSE!!how irritating is that??hIshh..

I'm telling u,she's driving me nuts!!I cried several times..yeah,I know..but I'm so stressed out I donno what to do..even ben was left clueless..I've tried,as much as possible to give my fullest attention to each of my munchkins,but I know I'm not perfetc..I'm far from perfect but I'm tryng here,VERY HARD infact..but seems like my hard its not enough.. :( I'm so afraid that I can't pulled this off..wonder how's the other mothers did this..coz I'm about to give up..

I juz hope that its one of the growing up phase for her,I really do..for I want the best for my munchkins of coz..and seeing adia like this really freaked the hell out of me,to be franked..I'm crossing my fingers that she'll be back to her normal self when the school startm.for I know she'll has a rite medium to channel every energy in her,be it positive or negative..

so,for my darling adia,I know u won't be reading this,juz yet,but I juz want u to know that mommy lurves u so very much..VERY VERY MUCH!!so,rebel no more,k..muahsss!!

on the move..

2010-12-18T19:48:00.000+08:00

on our way back from kluang,johor for ben"s friend's wedding..its my first time there,actually..its taken us a few wrong turning before we finally found the right 'khemah'..hehe..jauh sey..its drizzling once we got there,hence didn't stay for long..enough to ruin their wedding pic with our selebet face ;p hey,that what u got when u are travelled with three hyper kids for about 4 hours,lenjan okeyyy!!luckily nobody vomit!

went for a quick vacay with my in-laws last week..n it was a bliss!!the munchkins was more than happy..besides getting a few tones darker,I think I'd gained a few pounds,kudos to none other mak..we had a food galore over there!!munching non stop!!crazee I tell u..haiyooo!!heheh.. ;) but heck,will have to arrange for another one la,sisters..hehe...

n the craziness won't stop there..we're off to penang next week with my parent ;p ..makan lagiii!!padang kota here we come..wehooo!!

well,maximise all the time we've got before the school's start for I've two schooling kids next year,n by looking at it,we're not going anywhere till school holiday,pfft..

till then..

just us..

2010-12-12T11:51:00.001+08:00

our home become quite again,not quite 'quite' but not as chaotic as it used to be when my lil sis n my parent are here..yeah,u heard me,they went back yesterday after a week stay for my parent,whilst my sis has been my 'bibik' for more than two weeks..and spoilt my munchkins rotten!!like totally!!

adriana will juz has to make a tiny lil sound,and in merely second chumyn will definitly come to the rescue..pfft..apart from psp,adlan entertain himself wrestling with chumyn endlessly,which leaves adia green with envy coz nobody wants to play with her..but not for long,she juz have to wait when chumyn transform herself into somewhat younger,they will surely making a hell of a mess in adia's room playing dolls..yup,my lil sis has plenty of character in her.. ;)

but with her out of picture,the munchkins tend to rebel a lil bit for I've to split the ttention and thats seems not enough for them..not like when their chumyn's around..how laaa kan..

and that's also means no more full course meals cooked by mom,sobs sobs..well,I'm not that domestic unlike my mom..thanx to her,we've been stuffed to the max..haha!but more to our surprise is that my dad don't mind to stay here for more than two nites..which in many cases,he's the one yang kecoh nak balik..as if there's kambing or itik to look after back home..this would be his longest time being away form his kolam,if u know what I mean..he's definitely a hardcore fisherman,or 'nelayan' as he likes to refer himself to..

hmm,but we're doing fine now,for next tuesday we're off to pd for a quickie with my in-laws,cant wait!!wohoo!one can never say no to smells of the ocean,eventho its only at tanjung tuan,but heck,its still a holiday,no? ;p

so,have a good weekend for we definitely going to do so..

later skater..

when he turns..something something ;p

2010-12-07T07:00:00.001+08:00

thick or thin..
day n nite..
rains,or not..
even in ur 40s,or 50s,or 60s,or 70s,
or maybe 80s,or 90s,insyaAllah..
I will lurves u,still..
happy birthday,ben..
ich liebe dich..

and so as the munchkins..
happy birthday,daddy..
we lurves u,no matter what..

spider-man..

2010-12-04T11:45:00.001+08:00

adlan' endless fear w spider sometimes annoy me..I don't mind if its big n fury one,for it scares the hell out of me too..but here,I'm talking bout the teeny weeny lil' spidey,yang juz simbah air pon bley mati...)

i wonder is it normal for a boy? ...heheh,for I know a girl who afraid of nothing..n she's none other than my girl.. LOL!! Yeah,u heard me rite,adia will juz barged in,killing the spidey with her bare hand..n I was like,waah!!so brave aa u..while adlan blurted his gratitude to his sista for saving his life..funny weh!!

anyway,I determined to stop this weird behaviour of his,so i went to him and asked why in the world he was SO scared w the tiny creature..

Me : abang,why do u have to be so scared w the spider?u r bigger than the spider what..
Adlan : nanti if the spider bite abang nanti,abang turn into spiderman nanti..mommy nak ke??
Me : huh??

so,there you go...i was gobsmacked!! but,he has a point tho...
for what ever reasons,mommy will always lurves u,adlan parker... ;)

later skater...

home,finally...

2010-12-03T13:32:00.002+08:00

we're back at setia alam...giler penat!! tonnes of laundry to be done,iskkk,the flipside of a great holiday...

anyhoo,malacca was great!! i heart malacca...feels like time is slipping by while we were there...tup tap tup tap,dah malam...then,as we know it,its checking out time,haiyaaa...n this time around,we stayed at equatorial since its walking distance from the grand pahlawan mall...hence,shopping like crazeee ...

my lil' sis tagged along,thus the less pening kepale chasing after the munchkins...my very own bibik,heheh...

pics will be uploaded later...

so,later skater...

malacca,again...

2010-12-01T00:23:00.002+08:00

will be at malacca till thursday,wohooo!!

so many things to blog,but am so malas to write,how laaaa....

nite nite,peeps...

ben-less,again...

2010-11-11T15:01:00.002+08:00

yup,im ben-less again...

but,lucky me its only for one nite...n thats what makes me hates year end even more...its when ben will be super busy,thus leaving me handicap,again n again...heck,ive to suck it up...n stop whining,iskk...

btw,my lil sis got 5As for her UPSR...hehheh...n she's over the moon,n so as my mom n babah...actually,they're more excited than her really...typical eyy?? the parent yang lebeh,anak cool jek..heheh...guess its normal to be thrilled over ur offspring's success...

later skater...

adlan's concert...

2010-11-05T07:32:00.003+08:00

its adlan's ikhtifal's day...a.k.a. graduation day,hehheh...well,its an islamic base school kan... ;) i guess he's sooo excited about it,coz he's in a play (its for the performance...)...been rehersing his line like forever...out of sudden,he'll shout his line,which like one line,seriously!! one line!! ;p he has it said too often that even adia memorised the words...hahah,funny ey?

anyway,cant wait to see my baby all geared up in his white jubah and receiving the scroll,heheh...his first one before many more to come ;p i know...i knoww...the mommy yang poyos rite? oh well,who cares!!

then rite after that,we're off to sp,for my mak su has been unwell since raya,for no particular reason actually,iskkk,and my paksu took her home already coz doctor seems to not find anything wrong with her,and according to my mom,she's so frails,my poor mak su...she is such a good person at heart that i know...well,hope things will turns out fine tho...

and not to mention to jenguk my mak ngah and mak lang who has been affected with the flood at jitra,poor them... :( its their second actually... am not sure if we can even go there,for what ive read the water level still high tho...iskk...right now they're staying at my cousin's house,and i assume its out of the banjir area...

anyway,juz pray that everythings will turn out fine...n hopefully we have a safe journey...but first,im going to relax a lil' bit...sit back n enjoy my boy's concert first...

happy diwali,everyone... ;)

home at last...

2010-11-04T18:34:00.002+08:00

yay!! he's back...
finally,i can breathe... ;p

handicap...

2010-11-03T19:35:00.003+08:00

one more day...juz one more day ...

my ben will be home tomorrow,yay!!he's off for work from monday,n will only be back on thursday... i cant wait for i need a GOOD rest,like seriously rest!!...its been quite stressful having the kids all by myself,n mind u,ive three!! i wonder how other people with many kids did it?? im about losing my sanity,few times ;p lucky me ive ben on the other end encouraging me thru times,thanx daddy!! ^_^

they throws tantrums likes one after another which leaves me knackered,and not to mention hangin satu badan...totally!!

the only time that i can sit and have a lil' time of mine is when they taking their noon nap,or else ive to wait till bedtime...fuuhhh...it aint easy i tell u...but at least, it makes me appreciate my darling ben even more..its much more easier when he's around.... ;)

so to my darling,come home quick....im about to burst,hehehh....

when the urge kicks in...

2010-11-02T16:48:00.008+08:00

im baking something,every other day now...dunno why,its like a sudden urge or something,hhehe...feels good tho once im done... =D

my first attempt was this choc cupcakes...the verdict : hmmm,shall i say not too bad for a first timer like me...as an amateur baker,i think i did good esp when i didnt burn the cuppies,which in my case,it happen every time,heheh...but not this time,wohooo....

then,came the double chocolate chips muffin....the verdict : it was awesome!!seriously!! and its easy peasy too...no mixer needed,juz a big bowl n a spatula that is....brilliant!! hehhe,pat on my back... ;p

then today,im baking a chocolate cupcakes,again,but am playing with a new recipe...the verdict : somehow i prefer this recipe than the first one,for it is much smoother n fluffy,yummeh!! gotta wait for the kiddos to wake up from their noon nap to start on the topping...they likes decorate the cuppies...but then,the aftermath yang tak bley tahan....twister okehh...but heck,i dont mind cleaning up... ;)

before the glazing...

mini cuppies for adlan n friends...

que sera sera...

2010-10-26T14:10:00.002+08:00

when i was just a little girl

i asked my mother,what will i be

will i be pretty,will i be rich

here's what she said to me

que sera sera

what ever will be,will be

the future not ours to see

que sera sera

what will be,will be

lil' boy no more?

2010-10-22T07:36:00.007+08:00

cheeky lil' boy o' mine...he's gonna be in primary next year....mannn,time does flies when uve so much fun,ey? fun? of coz,no doubt about it ^_^ but there's also the make-my-blood-go-upstairs moment,hehhe...well,boys will always be boys,aight??

but,im blessed that ive the privileges to be with him 24/7,from the day he was born and believe it or not,he's never been away from us except when im at the hospital giving birth to his sisters,heeheh....n yesss,he was n still is VERY manjeee...

to witness his every first's first hand was magical...and to see how he has evolve thru times,from babyhood to toddlerhood,i couldnt asked for more...n now,my firstborn is almost a man *sigh* hmm... but,he'll forever be my baby boy... ;)

i guess or more like assume, thats what all the mothers in the world feel,that no matter what age their kids are,they will forever be their babies,hmm...

scuba,anyone?

2010-10-20T15:36:00.000+08:00

si pipi labuh...

more on Najjah...

2010-10-18T15:42:00.005+08:00

New stock from Najjah,people...

Feast ur eye...

then,email me ya... ;)

strawsofgold@gmail.com

Stripes Inner by Najjah...

Olive Green, Pink, Red/Black, Red/Grey, Yellow/Grey, Yellow/Black

005 Plain Inner by Najjah...

Dark Green, Light Turqoise, Dark Turqoise, Red, Maroon, Light Purple,

Light Pink, Mid Grey, Mid Orange

001 Plain Syria by Najjah

Yellow, Mid Orange, Olive Green, Taupe, Dark Turqoise, Coral Pink,

Light Pink, Light Turqoise, Mid Grey

in the middle of something...

2010-10-18T10:38:00.003+08:00

rite now,im working on something,heheh...im quite excited myself for its my own thing,or to be precised its me n girlfriend actually...its her idea,really,but im in it,woohoo!! im so pumped out!!

wanna know what is it? haha!!hell no!! ;p

will let u know once ive got it done, ^_^ but rite now,am still in front of my machine operating 'IT' ...cam bagus je kan? ntah2 korang x kesah pon,iskkk,malu wehhh!! ;p

anyhoo,juz pray that this project of ours will finally materialize,insyaAllah...AMIN!AMIN!AMIN!

gotta go...i'll keep u posted,no worries aight?? ;)

later skater...

friday im in love...

2010-10-15T16:02:00.002+08:00

friday already?? goshh...wekeend's approaching in a blink of an eyes ey?? no wonder le orang2 tua kate "pejam celik pejam celik"... true indeed!!

have i told u that we switched adia's ballet class to friday instead of saturday,like before? well,its kinda hard to get around on saturday when she's having her class...she'll be knackered by the time her class end,n doze off the whole day...

so,when the teacher told me that they have new class on friday,id say yes pronto!! but the downside is that the class ends at 7.30pm, which left me drove home like a mad women to rush for maghrib...

but what to do? one can never have it all aight?? its either chaotic friday or a laidback weekend? i'll choose the later,so i dont mind the chaos,err...do i?? really? ;p

so,later skater...gotta get my ballerina's bun's up...haisshh...

midday black out...

2010-10-14T15:10:00.004+08:00

juz cant stand the hot weather...the fans was in full blast all the time...even aircond was switched on during daytime,despites ben's hesitant,hehhe...what to do,its damn humid!!

n to make it worst,the main power went off while my munchkins having their noon nap!! can u imagine that?? n i was like "shit,this is not good...sure adlan bangun karang" n speak of the devil,as soon as i said that,he starts crying "abang hot ni...poluh2 (peluh) dah.." haiyaa...while i tried to put him back to sleep,adriana cried,then followed by adia...ya Allah...i got panic attack!! n its getting hotter every minutes n i cannot think straight....what with all the crying.... :(

so,i changed my shirt,grab my keys n put all 3 inside the car n zoom....to nowhere...i dunno where to go,for they're all still sleepy...hmmm...im thinking n driving at the same time...lucky me,adriana stop crying already,fuuhh...

then,i saw tesco,but ive doubt wether they also affected with the black out,but am trying my luck here...so,straight away - indication light,parked n went inside...yay!! they have aircond!! wooohoo!! im so relieved... thus,we jalan2 cari pasal like nobody business till bored...

after a good 2 hours n have nowhere to go, i called it a quit...drove home,n much to my dismay the guard says it still off,haiyoo...but i dont have the guts to go out anymore,so what did i do? i shower them laaaa... let them get soaked in the toilet,they went berserk i tell u...sampai kedut2 tgn i tell u...even adriana join in,but kat sink je...yeah,i showered her with cold water too,hehhe...she lurves it!! laughing away while watching her bro n sis playing with the bubbles...

but luck was on our side,the power was back on around 5.30 or so...im sooooo relieved!! coz ive heard earlier that it'll only be back on later at nite or morning the day after,iskkk...if it so,i dunno what to do,with this kids of mine,they can never doze off ...jenuh berkipas le jawabnyee..

since the power is back n munchkins all cool down,im set to make mac n cheese for dinner...managed to buy some groceries while at tesco...

to emma : as promised,the mac n cheese recipe...hehhe...

Ingredients :

250 g macaroni (cook according to packet)

150g broccoli florets - boil

6 sausages - can also substitue to crabstick,suke hati la kaann.. :)

60g butter

50g plain flour

1 can evaporated filled milk

400ml water

250g cheese mix

salt n pepper to taste

Method :

1. Melt butter and add in flour.cook n stir till mixture bubbles.then,pour in milk,water,salt n pepper.cook until sauce boils n thickens.

2. Stir in cooked macaroni,broccoli,sausages n half of the cheese.spoon into casserole n sprinkle the remaining cheese on top.

3. Put under grill in an oven until cheese melts and turns slightly golden.

see,easy peasy right?? heheh...happy trying... ;)

hello world!

2010-10-08T07:33:00.005+08:00

if i said ive been busy,there are 100 people whose been busier than me so,i shouldnt...

if i said i dont have time,i've been given 24hrs a day,so as other people...

so,what should i say? what reason shall i give?.....

adriana has turn 5 months,n im yet to blog about it.... :(

adia has been riding bike with training wheel,yet im still didnt write about it.. :(

adlan's forever changing mood irritate me so much,n im yet to rave about it... :(

what is it with me? well,its obvious if people dont read this blog of mine,for i dont care less to get it updated...so,waddaya think??

Najjah : Printed Shawl....

2010-10-01T08:43:00.007+08:00

Mornin' peeps!!

here comes a new printed shawls by Najjah....

so,as usual ey...

feast ur beautiful eyes...

n dont forget to email,aightt??

strawsofgold@gmail.com

Pink Safari by Najjah... SOLD!

Black & White w Glitter by Najjah...

Red Flowers by Najjah... SOLD!

005 Plain Inner by Najjah...

Olive Green, Navy Blue-SOLD!, Dusty Pink-SOLD!, Baby Blue-SOLD!, Dark Purple, Coral Pink, Mid Turqoise

so,do what u gotta do...

email me ^_^

strawsofgold@gmail.com

till then...

Najjah : Re-stock...

2010-09-23T12:11:00.009+08:00

Salam...

Here's another round of Najjah's collections,to feast ur eyes...

u know d drill,aighttt??

strawsofgold@gmail.com

005 Stripes Innerby Najjah...Grey-SOLD!, Blue, Black, Red,Pink, Light Pink-SOLD!, Green

Tudung Bawal by Najjah...Yellow, Deep Blue

006 Plain Syria w Beading by Najjah...Purple w SilverBeading, Black w Silver Beading

002 Plain Syria w Soft Awning by Najjah...Mid Turqoise

010 Plain Inner w Soft Awning by Najjah... Offwhite, Brown, Grey

so,what r u waiting for...place ur order NOW!! ;)

strawsofgold@gmail.com

till then...

the day i was born...

2010-09-20T09:33:00.005+08:00

it was around 12.45pm...after a hard work n push push by my dear mom,whose 26 at that time...still strong,but being an asthmatic,u cannot expect much from her...but,her strong will is what drove her to finally push the hardest of all n popped me out...

but sadly,my dad couldnt be with her during the labour,for he's on the d way from kl...yeah,my mom gave birth to me at her hometown,n its clear why i follow suits...the comfort of being around the family...but poor babah,he missed that particular moment...

as a first born,ive the privileged of being spoiled by my parent,juz like any other first born...same goes with my boy,n now i know why.....

fast foward thirty one years later,im still their "anak enong"...*read : pet* which always makes my other siblings's blood go upstairs,HAHA...even my lil' sis get pissed off,saying that im too old to be manja-manja anymore...hellowww,juz suck it up ye,the title is mine,heheh...but i lurve her,still ;p...

so,here i am...at thirty one,happily married to the man that i LOVE.who LOVE me in return,as i am,for i am not an easy person to live with......with 3 adorable munchkins in tow,who always melt my heart n made me mad at the same time......surrounded n suffocated with the lurvess from these peeps;

my loving parent,who always there for me thick n thin,no matter what,
my wacko siblings,who forever gimme headache n fun,
my wonderful PIL,who accept me as i am,n love me as much,
my gorgeous SILs&BILs,who never sidetrack me even tho im juz an outsider,they welcome me in the family with all their heart,
....and im more than grateful to have my friends all over the places,who always there for me no matter what...im truly blessed!! alhamdulillah....syukur.... ^_^

so,spread the LURVESSS,peeps!!...spread the lurvess....

tony stark??

2010-09-19T23:20:00.002+08:00

had this conversation with adlan,the other day...

adlan : why mommy put abang's name adlan?
me : why?
adlan : why mommy dont put tony stark??
me : ??

heheh...later that day,my ben called him tony for the rest of the day ;) ...

later skater....

Najjah : Re-stock...

2010-09-17T14:57:00.008+08:00

Goodday,peoples...

Here's another round of Najjah's re-stock...

As usual,feast ur eyes...

and place ur order by emailing me @

strawsofgold@gmail.com

001 Plain Syria by Najjah - Offwhite, Coral Pink, Mid Turqoise, Baby Blue, Dark Orange

002 Plain Syria w Soft Awning by Najjah - Mustard, Light Purple, Mid Orange-SOLD!, Black

005 Plain Inner by Najjah - Mustard-SOLD!, Camel, Beige, Lilac Pink, Offwhite, Black, Melangey Grey, Electric Blue-SOLD!

Shawls by Najjah - Purple Stripes-SOLD!, Pink Leopard-SOLD!, Yellow Stripes

004 Plain Syria (Labuh) by Najjah - Olive Green

so,email me...

strawsofgold@gmail.com

september 12...

2010-09-16T00:19:00.003+08:00

its the day when my lil'ballerina turns 4...

n girls will always be girls,aight??

happy 4th birthday,darling...

we lurvessss u no matter what...

muahsss...

happy eid,everyone...

2010-09-14T00:12:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya...
maaf zahir & batin....
from me n family....
we have a blast during raya,hopefully so as u guys...

happy eid,everybody....

2010-09-14T00:02:00.001+08:00

Najjah : Re-stock...

2010-09-07T08:23:00.016+08:00

Mornin'...

As promised,i knoww, its a lil' bit late for im rushing like a mad women finishing my sis's baju kurung... ;) anyway,here's another round of newly re-stock Najjah's syrias n shawls to jazz up ur baju raya for this comin' Eid...

Feast your eyes...

And if u find anything that catch your eyes,do email me...

strawsofgold@gmail.com

Have fun!!...

005 Plain Inner by Najjah...

(Deep Purple, Yellow-SOLD!, Baby Blue-SOLD!, Turqoise, Beige-SOLD, Maroon-SOLD, Navy Blue-SOLD)

010 Plain Inner w Soft Awning by Najjah...

(Offwhite-SOLD, Black-SOLD, Rose Lilac)

Stripes Inner by Najjah...

(Orang, Yellow, Grey-SOLD, Blue)

002 Plain Syria w Soft Awning by Najjah...
(Hot Pink-SOLD, Black-SOLD, Grey-SOLD, Olive Green-SOLD, Mid Grey-SOLD, Dark Brown, Deep Purple)

Tudung Bawal by Najjah...Rose Lilac - SOLD!!

Stripes Shawls by Najjah...Yellow-SOLD / Purple - SOLD!!

Shiffon Shawls by Najjah...Grey / Black

Printed Shawls by Najjah...Grey Leopard-SOLD!

So,make up ur mind quick...email me...

strawsofgold@gmail.com

Najjah : Update...

2010-09-06T15:58:00.005+08:00

002 Syria Plain by Najjah - Black & Electric Blue (SOLD!!)

Najjah collections...

2010-09-05T23:38:00.004+08:00

ACHTUNG !!!

Another round of new Najjah's collections will be uploaded tomorrow.

So,be ready.

All items are in limited quantity.

Hence,priority will be given to those who are able to do fast/immediate transaction.

Thank you.

Najjah : Update...

2010-09-05T23:29:00.002+08:00

Update :

Tudung Bawal by Najjah (Hot Pink) - SOLD!!

Printed Shawl by Najjah (Pink Leopard) - SOLD!!

002 Syria w Soft Awning by Najjah (Dark Brown) - SOLD!!

Inner Stripes by Najjah (Purple) - SOLD!!

Plain Inner by Najjah (Light Purple) - SOLD!!

Najjah in-stock...

2010-09-03T23:41:00.016+08:00

Update : here's what i have in stock at the moment...feast your eyes,n if there's anything that catch ur eyes,do let me know....n if there's any particular color that u have in mind,dont be shy to ask... ^_^

For more precised color,do check the website...

To order,plz email me : strawsofgold@gmail.com

Tudung Bawal by Najjah - Hot Pink - SOLD! + Deep Purple

006 - Syria Beaded by Najjah

(Black,Off White,Mid Brown,Dark Grey-SOLD!,Electric Blue + Rose)

001 - Syria Plain Short by Najjah

004 - Syria Plain Labuh by Najjah

002 - Syria w Soft Awning by Najjah

Printed Shawl by Najjah...

005 - Plain Inner by Najjah

Stripes Inner by Najjah

anything yet??
email me : strawsofgold@gmail.com

Later skater...

halt on cookies...

2010-09-03T12:16:00.011+08:00

ive been busy yesterday,emailing,texting like non-stop,hence,my attempt on baking has been put on halt...heheh...but i dont mind at all,for its for a good caused,hehhe...wanna know y?

TARA!!! anyway,this is what ive been up too...its by Najjah Collection,peeps...so,if any of u interested juz leave a comment...or,email me rite away....insyaAllah,if time pertmit i'll answer ur mail pronto...

Tudung Bawal (round) by Najjah...

Code 006 - Syria Beaded by Najjah

Code 001 - Syria Plain by Najjah

Code 002 - Syria w Soft awning by Najjah

Code 005 - Inner (30 colors)- so u can multi layer ur tudung according to ur liking...

so,come n get ur raya tudung quick...

email me : strawsofgold@gmail.com

later skater...

anna olson wannabe...

2010-09-02T11:02:00.004+08:00

last week was an experimental week for me..n why is that?? because im doing something that i havent done for years,as in over 10 years....really!! i really thot i'll mess up big time,but seems like still got the touch,even tho the result not so fantabulous,but hey,giving that i aint venture into 'this' particular department for loooong time,i should get a pat on my back,at leasttt... ;)

anyway,thanx to ben who forever bugging me bout not doing anything with our super gorgeous oven (its so big,so im a bit intimidated by the size actually,hehhehe...poyos?? i knowww...)

so,took that as a challenge ;p ...n i finally come up with these two... ^_^

my first attempt : chocolate brownie...easy peasy...but,a lil' bit hangit at the bottom,HAHA...failed giler when it come to timing,eventho mine was auto...im soooo not born to be a chef,hhehehe...

then,i lower my expectation...n come up with something less complicated,which is chocolate chip cookies...n the verdict ?? again,a lil' hangit at the bottom...HAHAHA!! i was like,seriously?? like really??

then i realised,i didnt convert Farenheit to Celcius (coz mine come with C,while the recipe used F instead...)...so,i blame the temperature instead!! woohooo!! i know,pathetic aight??hehheh...

fine...im gonna try again today...some easy peasy cookies n i really hope i didnt burn it again,OMG...malu wehhh... ;) wish me luck yaaa....n i do really need all the lucks in the world,base on my last two attempts,heheheh...how to be like anna olson la like thiss?? always burn thingss...so not oven savvy...hehheh...

will let u know the outcome ^_^ ...

till then....

september already??

2010-09-01T11:29:00.002+08:00

man,its already september...too many things to do...plenty of times,but aint got idea where to starts,hehhehe...

and alhamdulillah,im fasting still...n ive got plenty of milk supply to make my baby happy...who said pose breast milk kurang?? ;)
my baju raye already done,by none other than my dear MIL,tq nenek,hehhehe...together with the gals,sukeeee....
our wedding anniversary - im blurr...for what shall i get for ben this year,hmmm...
our courting2 anniversary...haiyooo...make it 2in 1 can or not?? ;p
adia's birthday,iskk...its her 2nd raye birthday celebration,if u know what i mean...(u should see her wishlist,scareeee... ;p)
n yours truly's birthday,aisheyy... ^_^

to do lists :

to fine new songkok for adlan...he's overgrown the old one,what a big head u got ther la boy...hehehe...
to buy pelita2 to put around the house,hehehhe...its our first time doing this at our own house,so kinda excited bout it...
to kejar ikea's contractor for my cabinet's door....when la deii?? tak semonggah kang orang dtg raye tgk cabinet's door selang seli,hishhh...
to settle my wall panel for the kitchen...
trim the grass - iskkk,if only we've settle with the rumput carpet that day,but i dont really favor that kinda grass...do ive any other option? maybe will do this after raye....
to call farah - booked my syria beade fr najjah...if she happen to have my choice of color...
n lastly,to make sure the house is squeaky clean before rayeee....

my gals...n their antics...

2010-08-16T11:30:00.006+08:00

she said she wanna shee shee,so i said ok...

but found her inside the bathroom...

soaking herself like nobody business instead,hishh...

she's one clever baby now...wanna know why?

she's now refused to be left alone...

or else....

she'll cries her lungs out...seriously!!

she'll wailed till someone come n sit next to her...

or,pick her up,even better option... ;p

lucky me,i've this lil' helper ready to lend his hand,everytime...^_^

later skater...

first time is the hardest...

2010-08-14T13:19:00.002+08:00

oh my,he did it!! he finally crossed the finish line on the third day,alhamdulillah...

with his hard earned money... ;)

tonnes of pending things...

2010-08-13T15:57:00.003+08:00

im so glad we're finally here,our casa... n ive got tonnes of things that need to be settled,but sooooooooo malas...haishh....

alter our day curtains for our room - giler malas nk pegang the sewing machine,not in the mood...maybe pose kot,ke purely malas... ;p
sorts boxes inside the store room...
unpacked adlan + adia's stuffs....
stick the wall panels - or better wait for the cabinet guys to put it up...
....n lotsa things....i lost tracks,hishhh...so unorganised,i hate myself... :p

btw...adlan is fasting today...actually,from 1st ramadhan lagi...but,he ended crying on day one,n me being me,cam kesian nye my baby tros kasik air,iskkk,n its only 12.45pm....i know,my bad...so,yesterday,i kinda asked him to hold on a bit longer...but,he gives upat 6.45pm,sayang nyeee....juz a few more minutes je....but this time around,ben lak yg kesian...how la kan...i really hope that today he can hold on till maghrib,hmmm...

ben promised him rm10 if he can fast full day,n rm3 for half day...well,ustaz said lil'kids needs 'hadiah' as a rewards to get them to fast...n it really works on adlan...he got no problem bangun sahur tho... ^_^

gotta go now...later skater...

think again!!!

2010-07-24T16:15:00.006+08:00

hate it when people thinks ive the privilege to do this sorts of things by being the SAHM....

hanging around listening to music...

slouching on the couch...

chillin' ...

which makes me wanna cry...

coz its NOT!!!

n it hurts...

everytime!!!

every single time!!!

how now brown cow?

2010-07-22T14:16:00.003+08:00

we supposed to move to our own casa by end of this month,but..........

lighthings - some need to be changed due to the concrete ceiling,hmmm....which down light is not applicable,which is sucks... :( harus ke di plaster ceilingkn?? hishhh...
kitchen cabinet - still pending a few doors + handles (which we've to wait for 2 more weeks..) i was like hellooooo.....ni mcm beli kt kedai cap ayam ke?? sweden cabinet my ass!!
the floor need to be basuh with that machine yg pusing2 mcm kt mall tu...i dunno the name ;p
curtain -yet to be altered,due to curtain rod still x jugak gantung2...how laaa??

n to top it off, we wont be around the whole next week - off to up north...yeay!! at least the idea of seeing my parent lift up my mood a lil' bit...

so,tell me how are we supposed to pindah with the list of issues keep getting longer...haishh... tension tahap dewa dh nie....even dewa19 pon x tension cam i... *sigh*

later...

do u believe in fairy tale?

2010-07-21T08:58:00.006+08:00

i do...totally!! im all heads over heels when it comes to fairy tales,n i now know why my lil' gal is soooo crazee bout prince,princess n stuffs...heheh,well,girl will always be girls,rite...

anyway,real life is no fairy tales,well,at least thats what most people believe in,or were told...but if i may intrude,i do belive that fairy tales can happen in real life,but of coz it may differ from the one that we used to read,but still with the same drill...how u may ask?

ok,in fairy tales,a decent girl who lives with her abusive stepmother n a stepsisters met a handsome prince,got married n live happily ever after...whilst in real life...u meet a man of ur dream,falling in lurve,get married n live together...happy or not,its up to the both of them as how they will make their life happily ever after... now,do u get what i mean??

but as some says,married life aint easy....marriage is not a bed of roses...there'll be hiccup here n there...but how u handle the issues is matter the most...mend it not end it,remember??

errr,sorry...im being emo here...NO,NO...im fine,ben's fine,WE'RE FINE!! alhamdulillah...

its juz intimidating as how people around me tend to go separate ways after years of together-ness..its freaking the hell out of me,of coz,i wont lie...i was there when the lurve bloom,when they tied the knot n so forth...but,who am i to critise...He knows better aight?? n im a strong believer in things happen for a reason...but,this things has made a real mess in my head,heheh...true...cant help myself from thinking bout it,bout them...BOUT US...*sigh*...

may ive a strength to always be there for the friends of mine that i lurve....for my darling ben,that will always be my lurve n hopefully lurve me back,heheh...n not to forget,my darling munchkins....coz from what i observed,when things falls apart its the children who suffered the most,without us ever knowing....hmmm....

i juz hope that me+ben could take this as a lesson that will help us thru our journey,our life as a partner...insyaAllah...

till then...

my munchkins...

2010-07-15T14:45:00.007+08:00

adriana,si mate bolat... ;)

sisterhood...

with big bro...

adia,adriana & adlan...

i am so blessed,i couldnt asked for more...
^_^

err,no..the yellow bear is not my child... ;p

later skater..

how do they cope?

2010-07-15T08:49:00.003+08:00

im quite sceptical bout how adlan n adia will cope once we have adriana...from what i see,they're complacent with juz the two of them...but,they adapt well...so,well that i finally come to term that that is why He grant us with this beautiful baby even when i feel like im not ready yet...u know what i mean...

but of coz there's hiccup here n there,but they adore adriana so much that sometimes ive to hold back my tears when i look at how she will smile whenever adlan n adia is around,or making small talks with her...it melts my heart rite away,hishh,such a ratu air mate nowadays...dunno why...hormon maybe,but what kind of hormon?? ;p

till then...

mornin,sleepy head...

2010-07-14T07:57:00.003+08:00

its not like i never stayed up late before,but feeling so sleepy rite now,iskkk,am i gettin old?? ;p had a late nite supper with my mummy,abah n darling iqa...sorry iqa,sian awak ngantuk2 ekk,hehehe...hence,went to bed kinda late,all of us,except adriana,heheheh....she slept half way thru,thanx to mummy for dukung her,like non stop okeyyy... ;) and not to mention the 'empuk' cushion,way waaaaaaay much comfy than me,heheh.. ;p

but it was for a good cause,err,in a way laaaa...we finally done with the lighthing,hehehe,kudos to my abah ^_^ i soooooo know that we can never get that kinda price elsewhere,muchos gracias,abah... it was tough tho to decide,need to perah my kepale otax juz to visualize whether it fit or not...im spoiled for choices,haiyaaa...luckily abah said i can change later on,if it doesnt look good...awww,tq abah,againn... =D

adlan n adia also got this for their bedroom,tq abah,againnn agaiiinnn...heehehe..well,they choose the room already,but ive doubt they can sleep in it safe n sound,hmmm...but,gotta be optimist tho...maybe,who knows...least i can do is to make theirs very inviting in order to make it happen,i guess... ;p let us all crossed fingers,lol!!

so,all ive gotta do now is to pray that we have made a great choice over the lights,iskkk - me choose,while ben kinda go along with me,heheh..teamwork babeh!! is it?? ;p ...so to my darling ben,thanx for going with my idea,even when its doesnt come cheap,heheh...

to be honest,ive butterflies in my tummy rite now,knowing that its crunch time n we're moving in end of this month...im soooo excited....gosh,wish ive time to paint the munchkins's rooms...hmmm...maybe later...

so,later skater...

how do i cope??

2010-07-12T12:00:00.004+08:00

ive got peoples asking me how am i coping rite now,what with a new baby in tow...well,to be franked,i am nervous at first...dead nervous,to be precised...i always raised my concern to ben,even when im still pregnant this baby,but he kept telling me that i'll be fine,in fact we're all will be fine...but me being me,i always doubt it,guess im juz afraid that i couldnt managed these three all by myself...what if they all throws tantrums rite at the same time?? what if i need to take shower,will adlan or adia jumped on the baby?? iskk...so many questions...too many 'what if...'...

but,He knows best...we're blessed with a calm baby,indeed...adriana is a doll,i tell u...all i did was to make sure i feed her to the fullest,heheh,but not to choke her of coz...juz enough to make her happy....then,i put her into her crib n switched on the mobile...n as they says,the rest is history,lol!! she'll doze off all by herself,easy aightt?? alhamdulillah...thats make my job easier...thus,the elder two will still have my attention,so less drama...

i even have an undistracted sleep at nite,seriously!...well,she usually woke around 11.30-12am,juz when we're about to hit the sack...so,i juz feed her,and then she'll sleep thru the nite...i repeat,thru the nite,people!! next feeding will be juz about subuh,heheh..thats what keep me happy as a bee,heheh...hopefully,this happy cycle will last forever...well,i know its impossible as baby tend to change their so called 'schedule',but somehow,i hope it wont be too contradict with the current routine...

and seeing as august is juz around the corner (we're moving,finally...) there's so many things to be done...so many decisions to be made...we're out of the house every other day...scouting around for stuffs...weekend lagi la kann...but adriana never make a fuss...we even took her for her first lepaking session at papparich,but she seems dont mind at all,hehhe,good gal ;) ...but,she hates ikea during weekend,ended up crying n refused to be put inside the stroller...so,no more weekend at ikea.. ;p

but all in all,im so grateful at how things going on rite now...am sooo blessed!! ^_^

till then...

note : iskkk....im having trouble rotating the pic..my bad,hehhe...

am happy...

2010-07-07T15:47:00.003+08:00

somehow,this blog of mine went kaput for almost two months...dont asked me why,as i really dunno what caused it...but,as far as im concerned,it came back to haunt me down,hehheh...naah,juz joking,...

but,im so relieved to have it back...even tho i wont be able to write daily,but boy im glad it finally returned to me...for this is the only medium to channel my emotions or what not... ;)

there are so many things that i wanna blog about...but first,ive gotta sort few things out...so,please bare with my non-IT savvyness ok....

till then...

im back...

2010-07-07T14:58:00.000+08:00

baby doze off...quite plz...

2010-05-21T11:28:00.002+08:00

hush little baby go to sleep
mommy will buy u a rocking bird
and if the rocking bird dont sing
mommy will buy u a diamond ring

**ive misplaced my camera's cable,so wont be able to upload any pics juz yet,.. ;) will find it ASAP...plz bare with me... =)

hush baby hush...

2010-05-20T15:28:00.004+08:00

close your eyes
dont make a beep
rockaby baby
go to sleep

close your eyes
dont make a sound
rockaby baby
its sleeping time

ssssshhhh....

im back...

2010-05-18T11:39:00.003+08:00

i know...i know....its been a while....
but,been busy with the lil' one...

btw,ive given birth to a healthy baby girl on may 6,2010 @ 7.24am thru C-sect,yup!! for the second time that is,hehhe...what to do,baby dont wanna come to come out laaaa...

pics will be upload soon,when i can steal a lil' time...

gotta go,before she's starts wailing,heheh...

till then...

from nenek with lurve...

2010-04-28T09:50:00.005+08:00

for our newborn baby gal...

aint she's one lucky baby?? ;)

received this on last sunday....hehhehe,nenek made this for her new cucu,tq mak ^__^ ...luv it to bits!!...

she has this pair of magic hand that can turn almost every dull fabrics into something else,if u know what i mean....very neat, n i adore her craft ...how i wish im like that,which clearly am not ;p ...btw,she's the one who taught me how to sew,for free,hehheh...am i lucky or what??

but since her eyesight has deteriorated due to age factor,she kinda give it in...so sad kan?? espcially when her not-so-talented menantu paid a fortune for something that is do-able,iskkk...well,what can i say...one always find an easy way out,hehehe...*read : plain lazy* ;p

but she always make an effort to made something for the cucu's..esp. for my two gals...

she made this when adia was born...

till then...

chasing time...

2010-04-17T13:16:00.004+08:00

we've been busy lately...in fact,very very busy actually...besides from being busy at preparing for the birth of our third baby,me and my darling ben are chasing times to get our "casa" done in time (did i mentioned that we've finally gets our home's key??... =D ) so that we can move in there rite after my confinement period,like in July maybe...

looks like we've got hefty of time,but we're not,actually...coz,we both know that this baby of ours can pops out anytime soon...hence,anything that need my opinion on it need to be done ASAP,hehhehhe...its our casa,aight?? so,my voice 'do' matter... ;p so,our weekend now consist of jalan2 survey cari barang...talk about maximising,huh?? ;p

one never know that having a dream home is such a headache...we want everything to be nice,if not perfect...well,as u know,all nice things didnt come cheap..urghh...grills,fans,lighthings,kitchen cabinet,water heater,aircond,bla,bla...and the list goes on and on...iskkk...

anyway,we just follow the flow...if sempat,sempat laaa...if not,will get it done after im done with my pantang leee...better late than nothing aightt??

hmmm,all this while we always berangan to do this and that...now that the house is ready,me termengandung plak,heheheh ;p ...oh well,everything happen for a reason rite?? having said that,im cool with it...the house can wait,if we have too...our first priority will always be the baby...and the mother too,hehhehe ;) ... thats why we decided to move in after my confinement,less hassle...hence,more time to make up the house,i loikee...

so,later skater...

am i being sensible?..

2010-04-16T09:49:00.004+08:00

20 more days to go...erkk...but am not sure whether im ready or not,iskkk...scaree eyy?? what if i failed?? what if im being hopeless at minding these three?? hmm,this negative thinking of mine wont do any good rite now...help!! somebody spank me,heheh...hopefully i'll be doing good and adjust to it,somehow...and of coz,it takes times but,most people survived,so can i...elleh,baru tiga,other people survived with 6,or even more...slumber jek...hishh....

btw,ive got all sort out :
my hospital bag - checked!
baby's bag - checked!
baby's stuffs - checked!

big 'baby... ;p

....then,why am i panic?? iskkk...

till then...

careful what ur wish for...

2010-04-10T16:19:00.005+08:00

she's been talking about getting her ear pierced for quite sometimes...but also keep changing her mind though...one minute she wants it,then a minute after she'd said no...very the lalang this girl of mine,hishh...so,in the end i juz abandoned the idea coz i dont think she's ready yet...besides,im scared that she will cried her heart out,hehehhe...

but today,she's determined to get it done...like,for real!! even before i send her to her ballet class,she made me promised to take her,iskkk...i was like "ok,we'll get ur ear pierced rite after ur class.." with a slightest hope that she will change her mind later,but to no avail....she's really game for it...like really really want it!!

thus,rite after she's done,we went straight to Tomei@Tesco ,for thats the nearest kedai emas that i could think of.. ;) and make her wish came true...(eventho i was dead nervous at that time,hehehhe...)...

she's so excited when the SA told her to choose her studs...typical adia,she went for a heart shape - reason being : to match her pendant ;p

she's still calm and upbeat when the SA marked her earlobs...she's still smiling...then,the moment of truth...rite after both SA fired their shot,she cried!! i was like,uh oh...coz my darling ben kinda refused to let her do this,rase cam she's still small,kecik lagi kot...but i convinced him, somehow,hehehhe ...well,she's been bugging me bout it like forever,bising laaa...

anyway,we tried to calm her down...but,funny enough,she stopped all at once when the SA let her see her new earing thru the mirror...

so now,she's a full fledged girl with earing,hahahha... and i bet u,her mak tok and nenek couldnt wait any longer to spoil her with plenty of gold earing,hehheh...aint she's lucky??

so,later skater...