look at her...

times like this,im grateful being a stay home mom,coz i got to spend time with my kids endlessly...i can just sit with adia while she's building her barbie's castle (well,thats what she told me even it doesnt look like it tho,lol...) whilst my boy get himself busy looking at the toys,good boy,coz today he dont mind by me not getting him anything today,hehehe...

being away from home means i can have an off day (from doing my normal routine running the house chores) n spend more real time with the kids,which kinda give me a piece of mind,in a way laa...well at least i can have my me time,but not alone of coz,but i dont mind...coz deep down i know im doing this for the L.O.V.E. for my hubby n my kids...

till then...

selipar jepun...

lately my boy has find himelf a new muse,which is selipar jepun,iskk...whenever we're going out regardless where,he juz slip it on n ready to go,very santai n so selamba bomba... ;p

so after several attempt,i juz give up n let him has it his way,juz to avoid further confrontation which i know very well will lead to me yelling like a mad women,isskkk,not healthy at all...

maybe he's in its-my-way-so-juz-listen-to-me phase,i dunno,so in the end he'll be in his selipar jepun n there's nothing much i can say n do 'bout it...well,as long as he's happy n comfy...n as i wrote this,i try to ignore the fact that my boy are no longer a baby n he's now a grown up boy with a mind of his own...

till then...

my two growin' munchkins...

time flies,it really do,n y did i say that? coz sometimes i juz dont realize how much my kids has grows,lol... n next year my boy n gal will turn 5 n 3 respectively,hehehe,cam x caye je... ;p

since its only two years gap of age,they can play quite well together,but not for long,as usual laaaa...after sometimes there'll be cry of help from one of them,but it will be adlan most of the time,hehehe,biase le first born,a bit manje than his sis...but i just love them both,of coz...

but lately,ive been receiving numbers of statement,or should i say 'suggestions' to have another baby,well since my gal,adia,she's going to be 3 next year...people think that its better for us to expand,hehehe,our lil' happy family...hmmm,to be frank,im not ready yet,hehehe,sorry...juz got back my beauty sleep lately...am not being selfish,but one need to know the limit,which in my case ive my hands full with these two,i know its a bit cliche but maybe we'll wait till they big enough, ;p... but,if there's any ,alhamdulillah,rezeki Allah la tu...

till then...

hensel n gretel alike...

i always likes xmas deco,apart from the sale of coz,its gorgeous,almost like a fairytales,what with all the snowflakes (even tho its fake,its still believable ) and d trees,man,im awed...n now,im not alone anymore,my kids seems to enjoy the same traits,hehehe...part of it after seeing mr bean's xmas special,of coz... isskkk...its my kids fav show,cant figure out why...but its funny though...opps,off track plakk...

n today, i juz cant resist to have a close look at this deli,located at the GF of the hotel where we were staying,from afar,its nothing more than an ordinary deli except it was decorated similar to the house that hensel n gretel got caught...but,one thing that amazed us is that they're using a real pastries,cookies,candy n dunno what else as the decoration, sw- eet ! n one thing for sure,its smells goooooodd...its like we're in this pastryland or something, ;p ... serious,my gal juz couldnt stop picking the m&ms,hehehe...even i try not to poke on the nicely decorated wall of thinly-sliced-cakes, actually im not sure whether its a cake or some sort of of bread,but its looks nice... hehehe...im not anna olson,mind u...maybe i can have lil' chat with one of the staff tomorrow,when we went for breakfast,hehehe,so 'kepochi'kan...

till then...

photo addict...

yay! finally,managed to get ourselves a new camera, wheee...! after so long,we've been battling with our old ones,now i can get back to one of my fav. past times,which is taking my kids pic as n when i want,hehehe,bes... ;p

but,as usual,i leave the read-the-manual's part with my hubby,who else,im not into manual reading,even when in my working era,hehehe,boring laaa...unless,if its written by cecelia ahern or melissa hill,but of coz if they do,it'll no longer be a boring-thick-hard-cover-manual..lol..but since there's a live game rite now (football la,what else...did i ever mentioned that my hubby is a hardcore liverpool's fan eventhough he's not a good footballer himself,lol,) even when its not liverpool's game,he'll make sure that he can never miss a game...which sometimes irk me, hehehe,im not into football,mind u...

anyway,there's nothing much i can do with the camera since we're not that well versed with it yet,despites few failed experiments,hehehe...my kids are so eager to get their pics taken,so me+hubby need to 'khatam' the manual asap,esp. the how to make the black n white photo,i likee...

till then...

ben 10 mania...

maybe i need to change my lil' man's name to ben tennyson,instead of adlan,hehehe...he knew every episodes by heart that sometimes he's like a storyboard himself,im serious...he can tell which character that cute ben will turn into,to that extend...iskkk,i wonder that maybe i let him spend too much time in front of the box,but he's like a xerox machine...he will juz copy n paste the action,then later on applied on yaya, lol...

so,can u guess what happens next? fight laaa,what else...no wonder my gal not so good with dolls,she's been trained for much more action than to get busy in her barbie's world... ;p

n as a result,her mariposa's head has been pulled out from the body juz few weeks after we bought it,poor butterfly fairy... hehehe...

till then...

a mind of her own...

yup,im talkin' bout my gal...always against traffic,thats how i described her...contradict from her abang - which more or so what can u expect from a first born,likely to be every thing in the list,and counting,hehehe...but,when it comes to yaya,u can never guess...she's almost like a parcel,u wouldnt know what will u get untill u unwrapped it...sometimes it can be exciting,but it can also be the other way around...esp. on my bad-hair-day (u know what)...its not that im being ungrateful or else,but sometimes she's always on my nerve,which most of the time...isskkk... testing my mommy-of-the-year-attitude...

my mama always told me that i'll know how she felt once im a mother myself,well,thats sooo fucking true...opps,sorry...but hell ya,being a mom n in my context,a stay home mom is not an easy task...i know lots of people out there think that a mom like me,we just linger around the house watching soap,taking a nap all day long,and god knows what else...but,let me tell u this...its not that easy,not at all!!

dunno about others,but as for me its like a never ending chores,what with these two lil' sweet peas...but not that im complaining,it just that when im still had my 9 to 5 job,i always thought that it'll be heavenly-good if i can just stay at home and took care of my kids all by myself...its seems hassle-free n tension-free unlike the office drama im in at the time,but it has never crossed my genius mind that my kids drama are even "dasyhat" ,hehehe,but im glad though...

coz i know,outside there,there are hundreds of working mom whose secretly wishing that they can have what i have...being able to take care of of their own cilldren...

i've read a book - Calm Mother,Calm Child - one of the phares that caught my eyes and later tattoed permanently in my head that read;

' i have the most fulfilling role any human can have.i have the most important job any person can have.im so proud of what im achieving.as my baby flourishes,so do i...'

i guess,thats what keep me going,and going...and working hard every single day to do my very best,as a supermom...i choose to be a supermom,so i've deliver,but according to my standard laa...so that i wont be upset whenever im failed,lol...

till then...