lapse of memory...

i know that somewhere early this year i have vowed not to let this lil' blog of mine being abandoned,again...but again,i let myself down - well,im not surprise ;p are u,my fellow readers?? (as if i got thousands la kn...seciput dua je kot,iskkk...lame,aight??)

anyway,i have a good reason as to why it happen - yeah,yeah,excuse,excuse... but really,i have juz finish with my clutch bags's orders,pheww...then,i have this sirih junjung to make,not to mention a few dozens of muffins for my annoying cousin (haha!! served u right,dolie,naughty boy!! ;p ) who's going to get engaged this weekend,with her setiu-born girlfriend...haiii,dekat lagi takde ke... ;D

so yeah,we're all going to setiu this saturday,and God permits the chalet that my uncle booked wont be a total disappointment,so that we could extend our stay there,and immersed in Terengganu's air...nonetheless,its school holiday,maybe we could venture other places,laid back style...

by the way,my mama,babah and si comot will be here tomorrow,OMG,im so looking forward to that,i wont lie...i miss them ^_^

may we have a safe journey,pergi dan balik...u know how east coast's route can be,dangerously adventurous i must say...

till then...

for no reason,actually...

i may forgive,but certainly dont do the forget thingy any good...

thus,suck up ur guts and mind ur words and actions, for im good at remembering stuffs...especially the one that brings heartache to my vulnerable lil' heart...

nobody is perfect,hence the word 'improve' ...

till then...

in between all the chaos...

...i somehow tried to find time for me to read,any kind of books will do...as long as i can get my mind off of all the chaos around me,for a while...its like my own kind of 'me' time..

i usually read during the munchkins's nap time,or in the wee hour,when i cant get myself to sleep..i figured that im better off reading rather than wasting my time tossing and turning on the bed,while staring helplessly at the ceiling...hmmm...it happens all the time,actually...will that means that i have a sleeping problem,or something?

and by having said that,im done with this...

and now im starting on this one,and i really hope its worth my time...rumour has it that Tom Hanks's planning to turn this into a movie,wow!! gotta finish it before they starts filming,hehe...

till then...

a good start...

finally,i got my hands dirty again,hehe...a yummy kind of dirty,baking that is...been too hooked up with the sewing lately,thus its kinda make sense (well,at least to me ;p) to put my Bake 'IT' Up into a halt mode...until i was pushed by none other than my very-good-with-her-persuasion-skill-mom,hehe...she talked to me into it till i said yes,involuntarily i supposed...but,love her still,very much.. ^_^ i love u,mommy...muahss...


actually,something happened to me last year,that has killed the passion for baking in me,literally...but i'll keep it to myself,and my close knit to know :(


anyway,after much hesitation - well,cant blame me ;p i managed to pull it through and crossed the finish line with flying colors,haha!! pathethic lil' me,aight?? well,after what ive gone thru,i supposed ive bounced back gracefully - to my standard la kannn...pat on my back for having the guts to do it ;) and thanx to my mom as well, muchas gracias,mommy...


so,without further ado,presenting my first red velvet for this year...

aint it pweeeettty?? ;p so,its official,Bake 'IT' Up is finally back in business..

till then...

wordless wednesday...

;)

my cute clutch bag...

Presenting my latest muse - clutch bag by Jazz 'IT' Up... price at RM20 each, RM36 for any two of your selections...

Shoot me at strawsofgold@gmail.com if u are interested to grab one...better quick for it selling fast...

im in the midst of making another batch for bulks order...interested to know? email me now...

later skater...

the calling...

still young,at only 29 years old and only 4 years of wonderful marriage,she lost her dear husband,after merely two weeks in coma after he slipped and fell in a rain,on his way back from his work,on his first day reporting duty at a new workplace...

now,she has to face the world,alone,while raising their 2 years old daughter,who has no idea whats happening to her darling father...

to my dear cousin,all i can say is be strong for Allah knows what He's doing...

and i know its easier said than done,but just know that u are not alone,the family will always be by your side,all the way...so,chin up for our dear Hana...

till then...