my triple 'A's...

adlan,adriana,adia...

happy bornday to me...

today,im a year older. more wiser? i dunno. perhap. ive grew a lot thru the year n i really hope somehow,it will turn me into somewhat a better me,if not perfect. and what ive learned?? here's some to of it...

• there's lotsa things to be done in order to achieve my dream(s),yeah,ive got several dreams,pathetic that is,but i dont give a damn. sacrifices is crucial,hence im pushing myself hard. VERY hard indeed.


• im sick of people judging me,but who am i to judge them. let them be,for i will not care.


• myself is my priority,and so as my family n good friends around me that has been there thru thick n thin. thats all that matter.


• people may talk,or bring me down but i'll make sure that in the end of the day,the joke is on them.


• hatred is bad,but i found that that its the best motivation ever.


• be in loved,and u'll be grand for love is what one need the most.

anyhoo,im blessed each day with what ive been given ; the lurves around me and the life i had. may my life will forever been blessed. God permits.

so now,blow d candle(s)...its getting more n more each year,hehe..

toodle..

boys will be boys..

adlan with his best buds...

he may only be 7,but already refused to be embraced in front of his friends,or by saying 'i luv u' out loud,haishhh....let alone a kiss!! and what hurting me the most is when,even salam pon need to be done in a flash of time :(

i know he's growing up,but its kinda fast...and he's ONLY 7,mind u.... *sigh* was all boys like this?? i did confront him bout this,asking him if any of his friends making fun of him...and to my dismay,he said YES!! those kids are so means!! times 100 okeyyy...im so pissed!

then i told him that let them laugh,for its their lost that their mother didnt do as same as what ive done but he still refused,saying "mommy ni,nanti my friend all laugh at abang..." :(

i know,i know,u wouldve said that im in a total denial,but to my defence he's still my baby boy and im not going to stop kissing or hugs him just yet.not now.period.

well,i think ive to learn to let go...gimme another 5years,or maybe 7...or maybe 10,i dont know..but in the mean time,im going to enjoy my 'gomol2' moment with my baby boy,haha!

toodle.

jake's revisited...

after 10 years,we're back to jake's charbroil...to celebrate my advance birthday,and not to mention belated birthday bash for my darling yaya n miza...

after 10 years,we're no longer fit into the wagon that 4 of us (abah,mom,me+ben..) used to sit...seems like the long table on the 1st floor is what they have to fit us,since there're 6 other human being with us,hehe...

after 10 years,they still giving me balloon.. ;p but the brownie was,wait a second...AWESOME!! still warm,nice... ;)

after 10 years,they no longer giving u shirt,but face towel instead,hmmm..dada,where's our jake's shirt?? ;p

but still,after 10 years,the foods was still marvelous...what can i say,good food,good company...im more than happy,im truly blessed,alhamdulillah...

so,to jake's...see u in 10 years time,Gods permit...now im off to bed with a smile on my face... ;p

nitey nite,peeps...

happy eid,everyone...

selamat hari raya

maaf zahir & batin

from us...

tiny lil' creature...

ive my hand full rite now,thanx to my tinonet,adriana...ben n i used to say that adia was always in full throttle when she was a baby,but boy we're so damn wrong!! nana seems to be much more energized than her,times ten!! seriously!! she's all over the places if u ask me...iskk..its like doing 1001 things in one day,and it happens everyday..go figure.. ;p

as the saying goes 'looks can be deceiving',couldnt agreed more on that...she might be little,but man,she makes me out of breath,every time!! running around till im sweats my armpit's off, ;p turn our lil' crib into somewhat 'kapal karam' in merely 5 mins,haiyakk!! and believe it or not,she's the one who will always make both adlan n adia cried,yes,she lurves to pick on her siblings,not the other way around...guess,somehow she knows that by being the littlest give her the passport to behave in such manner..typical ey??

then come this favourite thing of hers,doodle..aiyooo!! headache,okeh!! there goes our 'seputih salju' wall...she'll head staright to the wall every time she laid hands on any misplaced pen,pencil or anything than can be used to express herself on her 'favourite' canvas,hishh...fyi,none of my elder two venture into this kind of activity when they are about nana's age...well,guess my kids become more creative each time,haha!! which now leave us with no choice,other than to paint or wallpaper-ed the wall to cover up all the doodles,isskk...surplus tuu,nana...

but,she's juz a joy to be with,regardless the naughtiness in her.. ;) and she's going to be 15months in couple of weeks,awww...how times flies when u have fun ey?? im sure did,every second of it!! mommy luv u,nana...grow big,grow safe,grow healthy okeh...

later skater...

gone,but not forgotten...

im back!! yahooo!!

i know,i know....been super duper bz,iskkk..what with my lil' nana had a fever for two straight weeks,that leaves me zombie-like....then,off for a quick getaway at uss,which was awesome...really need it...but,then im the one who need tlc...haha!! im down with high fever for the whole week,oh my...terrible!!but im grand now,alhamdulillah...

so many things to tell...but,why dont we go slow,eh?heheh...dont worry,im going to stay for good now for we had a good support system now,say hello to mr unifi... ;p who would have thought that surfing can be this easy...so,go n get urs install now,pronto!! btw,im not getting any penny fr TM for this free ad yaa...

more to come,so stay tune... ;p

till then...