am i being sensible?..

20 more days to go...erkk...but am not sure whether im ready or not,iskkk...scaree eyy?? what if i failed?? what if im being hopeless at minding these three?? hmm,this negative thinking of mine wont do any good rite now...help!! somebody spank me,heheh...hopefully i'll be doing good and adjust to it,somehow...and of coz,it takes times but,most people survived,so can i...elleh,baru tiga,other people survived with 6,or even more...slumber jek...hishh....

btw,ive got all sort out :
my hospital bag - checked!
baby's bag - checked!
baby's stuffs - checked!

big 'baby... ;p

....then,why am i panic?? iskkk...

till then...