ben-less,again...

yup,im ben-less again...

but,lucky me its only for one nite...n thats what makes me hates year end even more...its when ben will be super busy,thus leaving me handicap,again n again...heck,ive to suck it up...n stop whining,iskk...

btw,my lil sis got 5As for her UPSR...hehheh...n she's over the moon,n so as my mom n babah...actually,they're more excited than her really...typical eyy?? the parent yang lebeh,anak cool jek..heheh...guess its normal to be thrilled over ur offspring's success...

later skater...

adlan's concert...

its adlan's ikhtifal's day...a.k.a. graduation day,hehheh...well,its an islamic base school kan... ;) i guess he's sooo excited about it,coz he's in a play (its for the performance...)...been rehersing his line like forever...out of sudden,he'll shout his line,which like one line,seriously!! one line!! ;p he has it said too often that even adia memorised the words...hahah,funny ey?

anyway,cant wait to see my baby all geared up in his white jubah and receiving the scroll,heheh...his first one before many more to come ;p i know...i knoww...the mommy yang poyos rite? oh well,who cares!!

then rite after that,we're off to sp,for my mak su has been unwell since raya,for no particular reason actually,iskkk,and my paksu took her home already coz doctor seems to not find anything wrong with her,and according to my mom,she's so frails,my poor mak su...she is such a good person at heart that i know...well,hope things will turns out fine tho...

and not to mention to jenguk my mak ngah and mak lang who has been affected with the flood at jitra,poor them... :( its their second actually... am not sure if we can even go there,for what ive read the water level still high tho...iskk...right now they're staying at my cousin's house,and i assume its out of the banjir area...

anyway,juz pray that everythings will turn out fine...n hopefully we have a safe journey...but first,im going to relax a lil' bit...sit back n enjoy my boy's concert first...

happy diwali,everyone... ;)

home at last...

yay!! he's back...
finally,i can breathe... ;p

handicap...

one more day...juz one more day ...

my ben will be home tomorrow,yay!!he's off for work from monday,n will only be back on thursday... i cant wait for i need a GOOD rest,like seriously rest!!...its been quite stressful having the kids all by myself,n mind u,ive three!! i wonder how other people with many kids did it?? im about losing my sanity,few times ;p lucky me ive ben on the other end encouraging me thru times,thanx daddy!! ^_^

they throws tantrums likes one after another which leaves me knackered,and not to mention hangin satu badan...totally!!

the only time that i can sit and have a lil' time of mine is when they taking their noon nap,or else ive to wait till bedtime...fuuhhh...it aint easy i tell u...but at least, it makes me appreciate my darling ben even more..its much more easier when he's around.... ;)

so to my darling,come home quick....im about to burst,hehehh....

when the urge kicks in...

im baking something,every other day now...dunno why,its like a sudden urge or something,hhehe...feels good tho once im done... =D

my first attempt was this choc cupcakes...the verdict : hmmm,shall i say not too bad for a first timer like me...as an amateur baker,i think i did good esp when i didnt burn the cuppies,which in my case,it happen every time,heheh...but not this time,wohooo....

then,came the double chocolate chips muffin....the verdict : it was awesome!!seriously!! and its easy peasy too...no mixer needed,juz a big bowl n a spatula that is....brilliant!! hehhe,pat on my back... ;p

then today,im baking a chocolate cupcakes,again,but am playing with a new recipe...the verdict : somehow i prefer this recipe than the first one,for it is much smoother n fluffy,yummeh!! gotta wait for the kiddos to wake up from their noon nap to start on the topping...they likes decorate the cuppies...but then,the aftermath yang tak bley tahan....twister okehh...but heck,i dont mind cleaning up... ;)

before the glazing...

mini cuppies for adlan n friends...