clumsy is my name...

I think im getting clumsy by day..so true that even ben agreed with me.. ;p hmmm..and the best part is the tendency of me run into an accident even higher went my parent's around,haha,hows funny is that?

I fell right on my bum on my recent visit,which got my babah panic n my mama speechless..crazee I tell u..hehe..tros my babah mop lantai after that ;p hmmm,that's a very rare scene,one won't see everyday..

then,I fell down the stairs last nite which left them frantic!! coz we're at the hotel,so my mom has come up with this lil crazee idea that 'there' is something pushing me instead,haha!!funny,mom..

latest,hurt my elbow out of nowhere..I was like,heck mann..this is serious!!why laaa .. ;p

anyway,that won't stop me from going to padang kota and enjoying the glorious type of foods there,nyum nyum..I can't wait..

later skater..

didi boding ding diboding boding!!

i wish dibo is for REAL,heheh...for ive plenty of wishes to be materialized,that is...

im off now...today will be my busy day (well,as if im not busy enough on daily basis..pfftt!! ) as we're off to sg petani tomorrow,weeehooo!! ive lost counts for how many packing n unpacking ive done this month,iskkk...is it bad or good? ;)

later skater...

fierce..

F.I.E.R.C.E.

both me and ben agreed that that's the VERY word to describe adia,nowadays..its been a couple of weeks since she's behaving like that..we're still figuring the reason,the ReAL reason behind this peculiar behaviour of hers..really,its bothering us and its killing me,literally..knowing that somehow or rather my split attention between the three of them has leads to this,iskk.. :(

I know kids won't juz lashed out for no reason,but she did..one minute,she yelled..then,she's laughing n giggling away like nothing matters..then,the next thing u know she's screaming from the top of her lung,juz coz..JUST CAUSE!!how irritating is that??hIshh..

I'm telling u,she's driving me nuts!!I cried several times..yeah,I know..but I'm so stressed out I donno what to do..even ben was left clueless..I've tried,as much as possible to give my fullest attention to each of my munchkins,but I know I'm not perfetc..I'm far from perfect but I'm tryng here,VERY HARD infact..but seems like my hard its not enough.. :( I'm so afraid that I can't pulled this off..wonder how's the other mothers did this..coz I'm about to give up..

I juz hope that its one of the growing up phase for her,I really do..for I want the best for my munchkins of coz..and seeing adia like this really freaked the hell out of me,to be franked..I'm crossing my fingers that she'll be back to her normal self when the school startm.for I know she'll has a rite medium to channel every energy in her,be it positive or negative..

so,for my darling adia,I know u won't be reading this,juz yet,but I juz want u to know that mommy lurves u so very much..VERY VERY MUCH!!so,rebel no more,k..muahsss!!

on the move..

on our way back from kluang,johor for ben"s friend's wedding..its my first time there,actually..its taken us a few wrong turning before we finally found the right 'khemah'..hehe..jauh sey..its drizzling once we got there,hence didn't stay for long..enough to ruin their wedding pic with our selebet face ;p hey,that what u got when u are travelled with three hyper kids for about 4 hours,lenjan okeyyy!!luckily nobody vomit!

went for a quick vacay with my in-laws last week..n it was a bliss!!the munchkins was more than happy..besides getting a few tones darker,I think I'd gained a few pounds,kudos to none other mak..we had a food galore over there!!munching non stop!!crazee I tell u..haiyooo!!heheh.. ;) but heck,will have to arrange for another one la,sisters..hehe...

n the craziness won't stop there..we're off to penang next week with my parent ;p ..makan lagiii!!padang kota here we come..wehooo!!

well,maximise all the time we've got before the school's start for I've two schooling kids next year,n by looking at it,we're not going anywhere till school holiday,pfft..

till then..

just us..

our home become quite again,not quite 'quite' but not as chaotic as it used to be when my lil sis n my parent are here..yeah,u heard me,they went back yesterday after a week stay for my parent,whilst my sis has been my 'bibik' for more than two weeks..and spoilt my munchkins rotten!!like totally!!

adriana will juz has to make a tiny lil sound,and in merely second chumyn will definitly come to the rescue..pfft..apart from psp,adlan entertain himself wrestling with chumyn endlessly,which leaves adia green with envy coz nobody wants to play with her..but not for long,she juz have to wait when chumyn transform herself into somewhat younger,they will surely making a hell of a mess in adia's room playing dolls..yup,my lil sis has plenty of character in her.. ;)

but with her out of picture,the munchkins tend to rebel a lil bit for I've to split the ttention and thats seems not enough for them..not like when their chumyn's around..how laaa kan..

and that's also means no more full course meals cooked by mom,sobs sobs..well,I'm not that domestic unlike my mom..thanx to her,we've been stuffed to the max..haha!but more to our surprise is that my dad don't mind to stay here for more than two nites..which in many cases,he's the one yang kecoh nak balik..as if there's kambing or itik to look after back home..this would be his longest time being away form his kolam,if u know what I mean..he's definitely a hardcore fisherman,or 'nelayan' as he likes to refer himself to..

hmm,but we're doing fine now,for next tuesday we're off to pd for a quickie with my in-laws,cant wait!!wohoo!one can never say no to smells of the ocean,eventho its only at tanjung tuan,but heck,its still a holiday,no? ;p

so,have a good weekend for we definitely going to do so..

later skater..

when he turns..something something ;p

thick or thin..
day n nite..
rains,or not..
even in ur 40s,or 50s,or 60s,or 70s,
or maybe 80s,or 90s,insyaAllah..
I will lurves u,still..
happy birthday,ben..
ich liebe dich..

and so as the munchkins..
happy birthday,daddy..
we lurves u,no matter what..

spider-man..

adlan' endless fear w spider sometimes annoy me..I don't mind if its big n fury one,for it scares the hell out of me too..but here,I'm talking bout the teeny weeny lil' spidey,yang juz simbah air pon bley mati...)

i wonder is it normal for a boy? ...heheh,for I know a girl who afraid of nothing..n she's none other than my girl.. LOL!! Yeah,u heard me rite,adia will juz barged in,killing the spidey with her bare hand..n I was like,waah!!so brave aa u..while adlan blurted his gratitude to his sista for saving his life..funny weh!!

anyway,I determined to stop this weird behaviour of his,so i went to him and asked why in the world he was SO scared w the tiny creature..

Me : abang,why do u have to be so scared w the spider?u r bigger than the spider what..
Adlan : nanti if the spider bite abang nanti,abang turn into spiderman nanti..mommy nak ke??
Me : huh??

so,there you go...i was gobsmacked!! but,he has a point tho...
for what ever reasons,mommy will always lurves u,adlan parker... ;)

later skater...

home,finally...

we're back at setia alam...giler penat!! tonnes of laundry to be done,iskkk,the flipside of a great holiday...

anyhoo,malacca was great!! i heart malacca...feels like time is slipping by while we were there...tup tap tup tap,dah malam...then,as we know it,its checking out time,haiyaaa...n this time around,we stayed at equatorial since its walking distance from the grand pahlawan mall...hence,shopping like crazeee ...

my lil' sis tagged along,thus the less pening kepale chasing after the munchkins...my very own bibik,heheh...

pics will be uploaded later...

so,later skater...

malacca,again...

will be at malacca till thursday,wohooo!!

so many things to blog,but am so malas to write,how laaaa....

nite nite,peeps...

ben-less,again...

yup,im ben-less again...

but,lucky me its only for one nite...n thats what makes me hates year end even more...its when ben will be super busy,thus leaving me handicap,again n again...heck,ive to suck it up...n stop whining,iskk...

btw,my lil sis got 5As for her UPSR...hehheh...n she's over the moon,n so as my mom n babah...actually,they're more excited than her really...typical eyy?? the parent yang lebeh,anak cool jek..heheh...guess its normal to be thrilled over ur offspring's success...

later skater...

adlan's concert...

its adlan's ikhtifal's day...a.k.a. graduation day,hehheh...well,its an islamic base school kan... ;) i guess he's sooo excited about it,coz he's in a play (its for the performance...)...been rehersing his line like forever...out of sudden,he'll shout his line,which like one line,seriously!! one line!! ;p he has it said too often that even adia memorised the words...hahah,funny ey?

anyway,cant wait to see my baby all geared up in his white jubah and receiving the scroll,heheh...his first one before many more to come ;p i know...i knoww...the mommy yang poyos rite? oh well,who cares!!

then rite after that,we're off to sp,for my mak su has been unwell since raya,for no particular reason actually,iskkk,and my paksu took her home already coz doctor seems to not find anything wrong with her,and according to my mom,she's so frails,my poor mak su...she is such a good person at heart that i know...well,hope things will turns out fine tho...

and not to mention to jenguk my mak ngah and mak lang who has been affected with the flood at jitra,poor them... :( its their second actually... am not sure if we can even go there,for what ive read the water level still high tho...iskk...right now they're staying at my cousin's house,and i assume its out of the banjir area...

anyway,juz pray that everythings will turn out fine...n hopefully we have a safe journey...but first,im going to relax a lil' bit...sit back n enjoy my boy's concert first...

happy diwali,everyone... ;)

home at last...

yay!! he's back...
finally,i can breathe... ;p

handicap...

one more day...juz one more day ...

my ben will be home tomorrow,yay!!he's off for work from monday,n will only be back on thursday... i cant wait for i need a GOOD rest,like seriously rest!!...its been quite stressful having the kids all by myself,n mind u,ive three!! i wonder how other people with many kids did it?? im about losing my sanity,few times ;p lucky me ive ben on the other end encouraging me thru times,thanx daddy!! ^_^

they throws tantrums likes one after another which leaves me knackered,and not to mention hangin satu badan...totally!!

the only time that i can sit and have a lil' time of mine is when they taking their noon nap,or else ive to wait till bedtime...fuuhhh...it aint easy i tell u...but at least, it makes me appreciate my darling ben even more..its much more easier when he's around.... ;)

so to my darling,come home quick....im about to burst,hehehh....

when the urge kicks in...

im baking something,every other day now...dunno why,its like a sudden urge or something,hhehe...feels good tho once im done... =D

my first attempt was this choc cupcakes...the verdict : hmmm,shall i say not too bad for a first timer like me...as an amateur baker,i think i did good esp when i didnt burn the cuppies,which in my case,it happen every time,heheh...but not this time,wohooo....

then,came the double chocolate chips muffin....the verdict : it was awesome!!seriously!! and its easy peasy too...no mixer needed,juz a big bowl n a spatula that is....brilliant!! hehhe,pat on my back... ;p

then today,im baking a chocolate cupcakes,again,but am playing with a new recipe...the verdict : somehow i prefer this recipe than the first one,for it is much smoother n fluffy,yummeh!! gotta wait for the kiddos to wake up from their noon nap to start on the topping...they likes decorate the cuppies...but then,the aftermath yang tak bley tahan....twister okehh...but heck,i dont mind cleaning up... ;)

before the glazing...

mini cuppies for adlan n friends...

que sera sera...

when i was just a little girl

i asked my mother,what will i be

will i be pretty,will i be rich

here's what she said to me

que sera sera

what ever will be,will be

the future not ours to see

que sera sera

what will be,will be

lil' boy no more?

cheeky lil' boy o' mine...he's gonna be in primary next year....mannn,time does flies when uve so much fun,ey? fun? of coz,no doubt about it ^_^ but there's also the make-my-blood-go-upstairs moment,hehhe...well,boys will always be boys,aight??

but,im blessed that ive the privileges to be with him 24/7,from the day he was born and believe it or not,he's never been away from us except when im at the hospital giving birth to his sisters,heeheh....n yesss,he was n still is VERY manjeee...

to witness his every first's first hand was magical...and to see how he has evolve thru times,from babyhood to toddlerhood,i couldnt asked for more...n now,my firstborn is almost a man *sigh* hmm... but,he'll forever be my baby boy... ;)

i guess or more like assume, thats what all the mothers in the world feel,that no matter what age their kids are,they will forever be their babies,hmm...

scuba,anyone?

si pipi labuh...

more on Najjah...

New stock from Najjah,people...

Feast ur eye...

then,email me ya... ;)

strawsofgold@gmail.com

Stripes Inner by Najjah...

Olive Green, Pink, Red/Black, Red/Grey, Yellow/Grey, Yellow/Black

005 Plain Inner by Najjah...

Dark Green, Light Turqoise, Dark Turqoise, Red, Maroon, Light Purple,

Light Pink, Mid Grey, Mid Orange

001 Plain Syria by Najjah

Yellow, Mid Orange, Olive Green, Taupe, Dark Turqoise, Coral Pink,

Light Pink, Light Turqoise, Mid Grey

in the middle of something...

rite now,im working on something,heheh...im quite excited myself for its my own thing,or to be precised its me n girlfriend actually...its her idea,really,but im in it,woohoo!! im so pumped out!!

wanna know what is it? haha!!hell no!! ;p

will let u know once ive got it done, ^_^ but rite now,am still in front of my machine operating 'IT' ...cam bagus je kan? ntah2 korang x kesah pon,iskkk,malu wehhh!! ;p

anyhoo,juz pray that this project of ours will finally materialize,insyaAllah...AMIN!AMIN!AMIN!

gotta go...i'll keep u posted,no worries aight?? ;)

later skater...

friday im in love...

friday already?? goshh...wekeend's approaching in a blink of an eyes ey?? no wonder le orang2 tua kate "pejam celik pejam celik"... true indeed!!

have i told u that we switched adia's ballet class to friday instead of saturday,like before? well,its kinda hard to get around on saturday when she's having her class...she'll be knackered by the time her class end,n doze off the whole day...

so,when the teacher told me that they have new class on friday,id say yes pronto!! but the downside is that the class ends at 7.30pm, which left me drove home like a mad women to rush for maghrib...

but what to do? one can never have it all aight?? its either chaotic friday or a laidback weekend? i'll choose the later,so i dont mind the chaos,err...do i?? really? ;p

so,later skater...gotta get my ballerina's bun's up...haisshh...

midday black out...

juz cant stand the hot weather...the fans was in full blast all the time...even aircond was switched on during daytime,despites ben's hesitant,hehhe...what to do,its damn humid!!

n to make it worst,the main power went off while my munchkins having their noon nap!! can u imagine that?? n i was like "shit,this is not good...sure adlan bangun karang" n speak of the devil,as soon as i said that,he starts crying "abang hot ni...poluh2 (peluh) dah.." haiyaa...while i tried to put him back to sleep,adriana cried,then followed by adia...ya Allah...i got panic attack!! n its getting hotter every minutes n i cannot think straight....what with all the crying.... :(

so,i changed my shirt,grab my keys n put all 3 inside the car n zoom....to nowhere...i dunno where to go,for they're all still sleepy...hmmm...im thinking n driving at the same time...lucky me,adriana stop crying already,fuuhh...

then,i saw tesco,but ive doubt wether they also affected with the black out,but am trying my luck here...so,straight away - indication light,parked n went inside...yay!! they have aircond!! wooohoo!! im so relieved... thus,we jalan2 cari pasal like nobody business till bored...

after a good 2 hours n have nowhere to go, i called it a quit...drove home,n much to my dismay the guard says it still off,haiyoo...but i dont have the guts to go out anymore,so what did i do? i shower them laaaa... let them get soaked in the toilet,they went berserk i tell u...sampai kedut2 tgn i tell u...even adriana join in,but kat sink je...yeah,i showered her with cold water too,hehhe...she lurves it!! laughing away while watching her bro n sis playing with the bubbles...

but luck was on our side,the power was back on around 5.30 or so...im sooooo relieved!! coz ive heard earlier that it'll only be back on later at nite or morning the day after,iskkk...if it so,i dunno what to do,with this kids of mine,they can never doze off ...jenuh berkipas le jawabnyee..

since the power is back n munchkins all cool down,im set to make mac n cheese for dinner...managed to buy some groceries while at tesco...

to emma : as promised,the mac n cheese recipe...hehhe...

Ingredients :

250 g macaroni (cook according to packet)

150g broccoli florets - boil

6 sausages - can also substitue to crabstick,suke hati la kaann.. :)

60g butter

50g plain flour

1 can evaporated filled milk

400ml water

250g cheese mix

salt n pepper to taste

Method :

1. Melt butter and add in flour.cook n stir till mixture bubbles.then,pour in milk,water,salt n pepper.cook until sauce boils n thickens.

2. Stir in cooked macaroni,broccoli,sausages n half of the cheese.spoon into casserole n sprinkle the remaining cheese on top.

3. Put under grill in an oven until cheese melts and turns slightly golden.

see,easy peasy right?? heheh...happy trying... ;)

hello world!

if i said ive been busy,there are 100 people whose been busier than me so,i shouldnt...

if i said i dont have time,i've been given 24hrs a day,so as other people...

so,what should i say? what reason shall i give?.....

adriana has turn 5 months,n im yet to blog about it.... :(

adia has been riding bike with training wheel,yet im still didnt write about it.. :(

adlan's forever changing mood irritate me so much,n im yet to rave about it... :(

what is it with me? well,its obvious if people dont read this blog of mine,for i dont care less to get it updated...so,waddaya think??

Najjah : Printed Shawl....

Mornin' peeps!!

here comes a new printed shawls by Najjah....

so,as usual ey...

feast ur beautiful eyes...

n dont forget to email,aightt??

strawsofgold@gmail.com

Pink Safari by Najjah... SOLD!

Black & White w Glitter by Najjah...

Red Flowers by Najjah... SOLD!

005 Plain Inner by Najjah...

Olive Green, Navy Blue-SOLD!, Dusty Pink-SOLD!, Baby Blue-SOLD!, Dark Purple, Coral Pink, Mid Turqoise

so,do what u gotta do...

email me ^_^

strawsofgold@gmail.com

till then...

Najjah : Re-stock...

Salam...

Here's another round of Najjah's collections,to feast ur eyes...

u know d drill,aighttt??

strawsofgold@gmail.com

005 Stripes Innerby Najjah...Grey-SOLD!, Blue, Black, Red,Pink, Light Pink-SOLD!, Green

Tudung Bawal by Najjah...Yellow, Deep Blue

006 Plain Syria w Beading by Najjah...Purple w SilverBeading, Black w Silver Beading

002 Plain Syria w Soft Awning by Najjah...Mid Turqoise

010 Plain Inner w Soft Awning by Najjah... Offwhite, Brown, Grey

so,what r u waiting for...place ur order NOW!! ;)

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till then...

the day i was born...

it was around 12.45pm...after a hard work n push push by my dear mom,whose 26 at that time...still strong,but being an asthmatic,u cannot expect much from her...but,her strong will is what drove her to finally push the hardest of all n popped me out...

but sadly,my dad couldnt be with her during the labour,for he's on the d way from kl...yeah,my mom gave birth to me at her hometown,n its clear why i follow suits...the comfort of being around the family...but poor babah,he missed that particular moment...

as a first born,ive the privileged of being spoiled by my parent,juz like any other first born...same goes with my boy,n now i know why.....

fast foward thirty one years later,im still their "anak enong"...*read : pet* which always makes my other siblings's blood go upstairs,HAHA...even my lil' sis get pissed off,saying that im too old to be manja-manja anymore...hellowww,juz suck it up ye,the title is mine,heheh...but i lurve her,still ;p...

so,here i am...at thirty one,happily married to the man that i LOVE.who LOVE me in return,as i am,for i am not an easy person to live with......with 3 adorable munchkins in tow,who always melt my heart n made me mad at the same time......surrounded n suffocated with the lurvess from these peeps;

• my loving parent,who always there for me thick n thin,no matter what,
• my wacko siblings,who forever gimme headache n fun,
• my wonderful PIL,who accept me as i am,n love me as much,
• my gorgeous SILs&BILs,who never sidetrack me even tho im juz an outsider,they welcome me in the family with all their heart,
• ....and im more than grateful to have my friends all over the places,who always there for me no matter what...im truly blessed!! alhamdulillah....syukur.... ^_^

so,spread the LURVESSS,peeps!!...spread the lurvess....

tony stark??

had this conversation with adlan,the other day...

adlan : why mommy put abang's name adlan?
me : why?
adlan : why mommy dont put tony stark??
me : ??

heheh...later that day,my ben called him tony for the rest of the day ;) ...

later skater....

Najjah : Re-stock...

Goodday,peoples...

Here's another round of Najjah's re-stock...

As usual,feast ur eyes...

and place ur order by emailing me @

strawsofgold@gmail.com

001 Plain Syria by Najjah - Offwhite, Coral Pink, Mid Turqoise, Baby Blue, Dark Orange

002 Plain Syria w Soft Awning by Najjah - Mustard, Light Purple, Mid Orange-SOLD!, Black

005 Plain Inner by Najjah - Mustard-SOLD!, Camel, Beige, Lilac Pink, Offwhite, Black, Melangey Grey, Electric Blue-SOLD!

Shawls by Najjah - Purple Stripes-SOLD!, Pink Leopard-SOLD!, Yellow Stripes

004 Plain Syria (Labuh) by Najjah - Olive Green

so,email me...

strawsofgold@gmail.com

september 12...

its the day when my lil'ballerina turns 4...

n girls will always be girls,aight??

happy 4th birthday,darling...

we lurvessss u no matter what...

muahsss...

happy eid,everyone...

selamat hari raya...
maaf zahir & batin....
from me n family....
we have a blast during raya,hopefully so as u guys...

happy eid,everybody....

Najjah : Re-stock...

Mornin'...

As promised,i knoww, its a lil' bit late for im rushing like a mad women finishing my sis's baju kurung... ;) anyway,here's another round of newly re-stock Najjah's syrias n shawls to jazz up ur baju raya for this comin' Eid...

Feast your eyes...

And if u find anything that catch your eyes,do email me...

strawsofgold@gmail.com

Have fun!!...

005 Plain Inner by Najjah...

(Deep Purple, Yellow-SOLD!, Baby Blue-SOLD!, Turqoise, Beige-SOLD, Maroon-SOLD, Navy Blue-SOLD)

010 Plain Inner w Soft Awning by Najjah...

(Offwhite-SOLD, Black-SOLD, Rose Lilac)

Stripes Inner by Najjah...

(Orang, Yellow, Grey-SOLD, Blue)

002 Plain Syria w Soft Awning by Najjah...
(Hot Pink-SOLD, Black-SOLD, Grey-SOLD, Olive Green-SOLD, Mid Grey-SOLD, Dark Brown, Deep Purple)

Tudung Bawal by Najjah...Rose Lilac - SOLD!!

Stripes Shawls by Najjah...Yellow-SOLD / Purple - SOLD!!

Shiffon Shawls by Najjah...Grey / Black

Printed Shawls by Najjah...Grey Leopard-SOLD!

So,make up ur mind quick...email me...

strawsofgold@gmail.com

Najjah : Update...

002 Syria Plain by Najjah - Black & Electric Blue (SOLD!!)

Najjah collections...

ACHTUNG !!!

Another round of new Najjah's collections will be uploaded tomorrow.

So,be ready.

All items are in limited quantity.

Hence,priority will be given to those who are able to do fast/immediate transaction.

Thank you.

Najjah : Update...

Update :

Tudung Bawal by Najjah (Hot Pink) - SOLD!!

Printed Shawl by Najjah (Pink Leopard) - SOLD!!

002 Syria w Soft Awning by Najjah (Dark Brown) - SOLD!!

Inner Stripes by Najjah (Purple) - SOLD!!

Plain Inner by Najjah (Light Purple) - SOLD!!

Najjah in-stock...

Update : here's what i have in stock at the moment...feast your eyes,n if there's anything that catch ur eyes,do let me know....n if there's any particular color that u have in mind,dont be shy to ask... ^_^

For more precised color,do check the website...

To order,plz email me : strawsofgold@gmail.com

Tudung Bawal by Najjah - Hot Pink - SOLD! + Deep Purple

006 - Syria Beaded by Najjah

(Black,Off White,Mid Brown,Dark Grey-SOLD!,Electric Blue + Rose)

001 - Syria Plain Short by Najjah

004 - Syria Plain Labuh by Najjah

002 - Syria w Soft Awning by Najjah

Printed Shawl by Najjah...

005 - Plain Inner by Najjah

Stripes Inner by Najjah

anything yet??
email me : strawsofgold@gmail.com

Later skater...