mi casa...

last saturday,we went to a wedding at pulau indah (its my BFF's bro's wedding...) never been to pulau indah before,while courting2 me+hubby did went to muara a few times,but never to pulau indah..so thanx to liza for inviting us to the wedding,i like it,kampung style...n the nasi minyak n daging hitam are marvellous,nyum...thanx,U...

after that,we decided to see the progress of our lil' chateau,hehehe...n we're quite shocked coz its progressing rather quick than we expected,well,guess thats why my hubby insist on buying a property from a well-known developer,so we wont be dissappointed in any other way...hopefully...
anyway,after cruising around the construction side,we went to the showhouse,again,erghh,i know,but couldnt help it,we're soo excited,lol...plus,the kids enjoys themselves there esp. the playground...

at least,me+hubby can sit on the bench n have a lil' chat on how to revamp our future home,our dream house,i juz cant wait...but,with two hyper toddlers in tow,we have to take into consideration of having a child-friendly-house-with-a-hint-of-modern-contemporary-look... bit hard to get it done but,hey,gotta be optimist...

till then...

in the midst of humidity...

it is the global warming...*sighs*...

i tried my best to stay inside the house coz its really hot outside,guess,humid is the rite words as how to describe the heat...issk,regardless of how many sunblock with the highest SPF couldnt save my tanned skin,but,then again i keep reminding myself that it will be much much much hotter 'there'...so,again,im blessed with what ever celcius...

luckily im at my mil's house,so,i can finish up my sewing,what with the wedding (its my cousin's n i was assigned by my mom to made the baju kurung for 'us' - which includes me,my gal,my mom n my lil' sis...isskkk,buruh murah le nih,heheh) getting closer n the baju still not 100% done yet...but at least the gals's (they got themselves 2 pairs each,over tau..) nearly done,pending 'tulang belut' je,i'll get it done after ive done beaded on mama's one...n im so grateful that mil willing to lend a hand on my baju kurung pahang,hehehe,tq mak...

actually,i learn how to sew from my mil,she used to be a tailor,but has retired...so,rite now,she juz did it for her own n my two sil...she insist on taking me under her wing after ive my gal,coz she said its better to do it myself rather than buy ready made,n children's baju kurung didnt come cheap,sometimes it can cost almost the price of an adult's one,iskkk...

so,thanx to mak,rite now im not really an expert but,can laaa...lol...at least,i can saved on the 'upah' n get a nicer material,besss...

till then...

huntchback...

nah,im not talking bout the huntchback of notre dame,not even close...im talking bout me damaging my posture...yup,always caught myself slumped my shoulder which i hate so much,isskkk,how can i stop it?n even my backbones hurt sometimes,huhuhu....i guess this is the setback that i get from wearing stillettos during my paycheck-era...

yup,still remember back then,i can even run in my heels,while carrying files,mind u,hehehe,so funny,...n now,i can only do wedges,n thats only for couples of hours, ;p ...think im not in a rush for a heels juz yet,not with my two hyper toddlers,they can run n jump about everything n the image of me chasing them in heels are not really inviting...n im not putting on harnest on them as i find it a bit off,its their nature to be free so y bother? i know its for safety,but i guess me+hubby still can keep our hand's on them,insyaAllah...

no wonder all the supermodels,has this funny lil' exercise (watched it somewhere,maybe E!...) of squatting n tiptooing,juz to get their feet n backbones ready for a 4-5 inches high heels...need to try that one,lol...

till then...

funny faces...

after watching too much 'Yo Gabba Gabba',this is what happened,lol....

both of my kids starts to be doing this funny faces,which i find it amusing ;p... well,what can i say,they're my fine-breed-offsprings,of coz ive to give credits to them eventhough sometimes its not that funny...weren't all parents like that? anyway,me+hubby did that all the times...hehehe...

till then...

father n son...

as a first born,n a first grandson on both side (me n hubby,are also first born ourselves ) my son are extremely manje esp,with his daddy,n thats y whenever my hubby need to be away he'll be crying at nite coz daddy not around to tuck him into bed...so,ive need to make sure that my hubby called him,for nite2 n kiss2 thru the phone before he went to bed,iskkk... n he also inherit daddy's features ( i bet u can tell by looking at the pics,rite...)..

a friend of mine used to say that we have to savour the moment with our kids when they're still at young age coz once they hit puberty,hehehe,its very unlikely for them to hang out with their folks anymore,isskkk,i wish my kids love to spend time with us no matter what age they're in...think im not looking for that phase juz yet,still want them around me ;p, even tho they always on me n my hubby's nerve,hehehe...

hope that he will always be mommy+daddy's boy,hehehe...

till then...

as good as tourist...

i grew up here,my entire teenager's time was spend 'ukur tanah' at the golden triangle,even after i got married to my office sweetheart...then,while im 4 months pregnant with my first born,my hubby landed himself with a better job but the sad part is we have to move to jb...well,im thrilled at that time coz the idea of staying in a new place sounds challenging to me,n plus im kinda bored with kl at that time,what with all the endless traffic jam and such...so off we go to jb...n we never look back...

never look back alrite,we did...in fact,after a year and a half,we moved again,n this time it was to miri,yes,sarawak...once again,im so thrilled,hehehe,for i can live with a different ambiance n totally new environment,granted...but at least our stays at miri does make me a good cook ( well,compared to my zero knowledge about cooking before that... ;p ) coz its kind hard to find a decent place to dine out,so in the end,all the recipes from my magazines becomes usefull...n also kudos to my mama n mil,hehehe,for kind enough to lend their time to attend to my silly craving,sometimes...n the language,indeed very interesting...

then again,luck trikes us again,if i may called it luck,after a good n interesting one and a half years we moved back to semenanjung (thats what all the sarawakian n sabahan been calling peninsular ...)...to melaka we goooo....yahooo!! at least all of our family juz a drive away,x yah nek belon,lol...n now its been three years at melaka,but we do come to kl as n when my hubby was required here (fyi,he's not a police,hehehe,juz his nature of work need him to travel around the globe,but not really a big globe,juz around malaysia je...hehehe..) n we do tag along if its not clashed with my sons school's day...

but whenever we came to kl,its like im in this some sort of time warp,serious...coz place that i used to hang out was no more in view n was replaced with an unfamiliar sight to me...last nite,we went to pavillion for the 1st time,hehehe,so outdated kan,huhuhu,sedey giler...feels like outcast jek...n we do take pics (which i swear i never foresee myself doing that even if we're still live here, ;p)n thats makes me feels much like a tourist myself,isskkk...

till then...

look at her...

times like this,im grateful being a stay home mom,coz i got to spend time with my kids endlessly...i can just sit with adia while she's building her barbie's castle (well,thats what she told me even it doesnt look like it tho,lol...) whilst my boy get himself busy looking at the toys,good boy,coz today he dont mind by me not getting him anything today,hehehe...

being away from home means i can have an off day (from doing my normal routine running the house chores) n spend more real time with the kids,which kinda give me a piece of mind,in a way laa...well at least i can have my me time,but not alone of coz,but i dont mind...coz deep down i know im doing this for the L.O.V.E. for my hubby n my kids...

till then...

selipar jepun...

lately my boy has find himelf a new muse,which is selipar jepun,iskk...whenever we're going out regardless where,he juz slip it on n ready to go,very santai n so selamba bomba... ;p

so after several attempt,i juz give up n let him has it his way,juz to avoid further confrontation which i know very well will lead to me yelling like a mad women,isskkk,not healthy at all...

maybe he's in its-my-way-so-juz-listen-to-me phase,i dunno,so in the end he'll be in his selipar jepun n there's nothing much i can say n do 'bout it...well,as long as he's happy n comfy...n as i wrote this,i try to ignore the fact that my boy are no longer a baby n he's now a grown up boy with a mind of his own...

till then...

my two growin' munchkins...

time flies,it really do,n y did i say that? coz sometimes i juz dont realize how much my kids has grows,lol... n next year my boy n gal will turn 5 n 3 respectively,hehehe,cam x caye je... ;p

since its only two years gap of age,they can play quite well together,but not for long,as usual laaaa...after sometimes there'll be cry of help from one of them,but it will be adlan most of the time,hehehe,biase le first born,a bit manje than his sis...but i just love them both,of coz...

but lately,ive been receiving numbers of statement,or should i say 'suggestions' to have another baby,well since my gal,adia,she's going to be 3 next year...people think that its better for us to expand,hehehe,our lil' happy family...hmmm,to be frank,im not ready yet,hehehe,sorry...juz got back my beauty sleep lately...am not being selfish,but one need to know the limit,which in my case ive my hands full with these two,i know its a bit cliche but maybe we'll wait till they big enough, ;p... but,if there's any ,alhamdulillah,rezeki Allah la tu...

till then...

hensel n gretel alike...

i always likes xmas deco,apart from the sale of coz,its gorgeous,almost like a fairytales,what with all the snowflakes (even tho its fake,its still believable ) and d trees,man,im awed...n now,im not alone anymore,my kids seems to enjoy the same traits,hehehe...part of it after seeing mr bean's xmas special,of coz... isskkk...its my kids fav show,cant figure out why...but its funny though...opps,off track plakk...

n today, i juz cant resist to have a close look at this deli,located at the GF of the hotel where we were staying,from afar,its nothing more than an ordinary deli except it was decorated similar to the house that hensel n gretel got caught...but,one thing that amazed us is that they're using a real pastries,cookies,candy n dunno what else as the decoration, sw- eet ! n one thing for sure,its smells goooooodd...its like we're in this pastryland or something, ;p ... serious,my gal juz couldnt stop picking the m&ms,hehehe...even i try not to poke on the nicely decorated wall of thinly-sliced-cakes, actually im not sure whether its a cake or some sort of of bread,but its looks nice... hehehe...im not anna olson,mind u...maybe i can have lil' chat with one of the staff tomorrow,when we went for breakfast,hehehe,so 'kepochi'kan...

till then...

photo addict...

yay! finally,managed to get ourselves a new camera, wheee...! after so long,we've been battling with our old ones,now i can get back to one of my fav. past times,which is taking my kids pic as n when i want,hehehe,bes... ;p

but,as usual,i leave the read-the-manual's part with my hubby,who else,im not into manual reading,even when in my working era,hehehe,boring laaa...unless,if its written by cecelia ahern or melissa hill,but of coz if they do,it'll no longer be a boring-thick-hard-cover-manual..lol..but since there's a live game rite now (football la,what else...did i ever mentioned that my hubby is a hardcore liverpool's fan eventhough he's not a good footballer himself,lol,) even when its not liverpool's game,he'll make sure that he can never miss a game...which sometimes irk me, hehehe,im not into football,mind u...

anyway,there's nothing much i can do with the camera since we're not that well versed with it yet,despites few failed experiments,hehehe...my kids are so eager to get their pics taken,so me+hubby need to 'khatam' the manual asap,esp. the how to make the black n white photo,i likee...

till then...

ben 10 mania...

maybe i need to change my lil' man's name to ben tennyson,instead of adlan,hehehe...he knew every episodes by heart that sometimes he's like a storyboard himself,im serious...he can tell which character that cute ben will turn into,to that extend...iskkk,i wonder that maybe i let him spend too much time in front of the box,but he's like a xerox machine...he will juz copy n paste the action,then later on applied on yaya, lol...

so,can u guess what happens next? fight laaa,what else...no wonder my gal not so good with dolls,she's been trained for much more action than to get busy in her barbie's world... ;p

n as a result,her mariposa's head has been pulled out from the body juz few weeks after we bought it,poor butterfly fairy... hehehe...

till then...

a mind of her own...

yup,im talkin' bout my gal...always against traffic,thats how i described her...contradict from her abang - which more or so what can u expect from a first born,likely to be every thing in the list,and counting,hehehe...but,when it comes to yaya,u can never guess...she's almost like a parcel,u wouldnt know what will u get untill u unwrapped it...sometimes it can be exciting,but it can also be the other way around...esp. on my bad-hair-day (u know what)...its not that im being ungrateful or else,but sometimes she's always on my nerve,which most of the time...isskkk... testing my mommy-of-the-year-attitude...

my mama always told me that i'll know how she felt once im a mother myself,well,thats sooo fucking true...opps,sorry...but hell ya,being a mom n in my context,a stay home mom is not an easy task...i know lots of people out there think that a mom like me,we just linger around the house watching soap,taking a nap all day long,and god knows what else...but,let me tell u this...its not that easy,not at all!!

dunno about others,but as for me its like a never ending chores,what with these two lil' sweet peas...but not that im complaining,it just that when im still had my 9 to 5 job,i always thought that it'll be heavenly-good if i can just stay at home and took care of my kids all by myself...its seems hassle-free n tension-free unlike the office drama im in at the time,but it has never crossed my genius mind that my kids drama are even "dasyhat" ,hehehe,but im glad though...

coz i know,outside there,there are hundreds of working mom whose secretly wishing that they can have what i have...being able to take care of of their own cilldren...

i've read a book - Calm Mother,Calm Child - one of the phares that caught my eyes and later tattoed permanently in my head that read;

' i have the most fulfilling role any human can have.i have the most important job any person can have.im so proud of what im achieving.as my baby flourishes,so do i...'

i guess,thats what keep me going,and going...and working hard every single day to do my very best,as a supermom...i choose to be a supermom,so i've deliver,but according to my standard laa...so that i wont be upset whenever im failed,lol...

till then...

gotta be me...

this is what i called brain-freeze...rite now my 3 lovely angels are asleep which is why im granted with ample time to peacefully glued in front of my screen,listening to 'the cure' n 'the verve' also didnt much of a help as i aint got anything to say,which slightly upset me...isskk...i can think of a brilliant intro (well,in my opinion it seems brilliant so who cares?? ...) while taking my shower,or i've got thousand of words jammed in my head while im doing the laundry,or cooking,or something...but now,dusshh..im blur! *sighs*

well im not a good writer,but kudos to my ex-boss who always pushed me to read (and typing,actually lots of typing...heheh...) his memos,or letters,or minutes,or paperworks...that end-up turn me into a person who cares for my writing a bit more than i should have...he's not into bombastic words unlike some people i knew back then who constantly using some words that sometimes can turn a simple sentences to somewhere slightly like shakespeares just to impress others...which in return clouded the actual points or contents,lol...but hey,its everyone's bet,' nuff said...

so,here i am,talking bad bout others coz i run out of words myself...which is bad enough, erghh,..which make me sick to my stomach...guess,i better stop... till then...

movie n popcorn...

woohoooo!!

the last time i went to the movie it was LOTR - The Twin Tower,if im not mistaken...me n hubby of coz,and im pregnant with my first born...i thought that my movie days are over,or maybe till i get hold of the kids...but,last sunday,after a week long of constant reminder and never ending whining from my son,(fyi,my son,he's been to the cinema a few times with his daddy and aunts...so lucky..)..we decided that maybe our lil' gal is big enough not to cry inside the dark room...so,after four years,i went to the cinema for the first time,after FOUR YEARS... n im so excited...and i am sure im more excited than the kids,hehehe...

wanna guess what movie was that? its madagascar 2 : escapes from africa...pheww,what a revolutions...from the ganas LOTR to the so called family oriented movie...genius!! how fast time has flies that keep us unnotice...but mind u,im glad that my kids are enjoying themselves esp. my boy...he's laughing so hard that there are times that i've to ask him to slow down...not because of it would mind other peoples,but im afraid that he might wake his sister...yes! she's asleep rite after they shut the light off,can u believe it?? isskk,i was like,duhhh...but at least she woke up rite around 10 mins before the movie ends...how cute...then,she couldnt stop fussing about the-10 mins-movie all the way home,its hilarious ...but,thats my gal...

but at least,my son's happy...he had a great time,i assume...and rite now he's trying to persuade us to take him again,n this time around its going to be BOLT,...well,i'll have to make used to this genre for now...till the kids big enough...but,look at the bright side,at least i can still enjoying one of my fav. past times,minus the action n romance scenes...but,it will do for now...at least now we can add cinema to our 'things-that-we-could-do-as-a-family' list...

till then...

mama's drama...

its 12.33am but my gal still pumped up...full with adrenaline rush...dont ask me why,still figuring out whats up with her tonite...maybe she's excited over something,i dunno,btw we're somewhere in kl but i dont think its the one thing that keep her awake...its not like she's never been here...but one thing for sure,she's not sleepy at all!! even her abang has dozed off long time ago...which leave me doing q & a session with my non-sleepy lil'gal...but lately she's been a clown...no,i mean it!! always clowning around,doing things...silly things that sometimes it makes her abang laugh himself out...dunno if its the 'TT' (terrible twos as some people called it) thingy,i bet she'll be staying in bed a bit longer than usual and that will lead us all running late for breakfast,trust me...as if i can foresee whats coming tomorrow...

hmm,wish we'll having a good time here...

as for my boy,i think he's a lil' bit lost now...he seems like he cant find a proper medium to channel his energy,what with the school holidays...he keep asking me what day is today,making sure that he really need not going to school...he's a bit anxious though when i told him that he's going to a new school next year,and we're yet to take him there...maybe this saturday coz i made to know that there'll be doing this open day on that day,so maybe we can make some time and drop by...let him decide whether he likes it or not,but i'll bet he'll be over the moon and says yes once he saw the olympic size swimming pool !! hehehe,cant wait ... well,at least someone in the family can swim...

till then...

november blast...

its my baby boy's concert...! or should i say,my boy,coz last nite he prove to me that he's no longer a baby...which,kinda sad...waaaaaaaaa!! hehehe,it just some of my stupid-drama-queen-silly lil' thinking...he's only four,for god sake...i know,i know...sometimes i do tend to overuse my motherness-sentiment bit more than i should...but who cares?as his 'mammy' (as in mommy + nanny...hehehe) i've the every possible right to feel just every possible way that i want...dictator nih,ala-ala hitler ler plak...isskkk...

anyway,its an overwhelming concert last nite,n should i say me n my other half never stop beaming (since we enter the hall...its so surreal...) while looking at one of the lil' creature in lobster's costume on the centre stage trying to move to the music n at the same time wandering around for his still beaming n proud parent at the back row to gain back some confident...yup,thats our son allright...n somehow it make us realize just how small he is,compared to his other school mates,just as i thought we fed him enough,he's among the smallest..n thats why he ended up in the front row,hehehe...no matter what size he's in,im still proud of him..we did! im proud to say he's mine that nite,no regret...nope!!

at the finale im about to burst into a massive sobbing,isskk...i cant help myself,its my boy's first concert..but was save by the crowd of people whose standing rite before me...hehehe..lucky me,or else i'll be looking like an idiot at the end of the nite,isskkk...eventhough most of the pics taken was quite a failure,but my hubby lil' comment that struck my mind...its the moment itself that is more precious than any good pics taken...n i would like to admit it here,IT SO TRUE!! well,i cant say the 'f' word here cant i...but its sooo trueee..we had a blast last nite!! till then...

happy eid...

happy eid everyone...

i know its late,but since its still syawal,so its still is relevant...its been ages since my last posting,i know it'll sound cliche but been "busy"...hehehe,so much things to do,so little time,wish i've more time with me,...some kind of wishful thinking huh? anyway,glad that our hari raya been a smooth sailing despite the "rain storm" at sp....but still grand,no doubt...having to see all the familiar faces again,catching up with each other,so one couldnt wish for more...i think thats the beauty of hari raye...everybody seems to forget bout work-n-stuffs and just savour the day with joy n happiness,GRAND!

and as for me,im glad that my two lil' munchkins also enjoying themselves in their own ways...i cant forget that morning,after solat raye when all of us "bersalam-salaman",they also join in,hehehe,so cute...im holding on my tears as they sit before me n my hubby,mumbling something like 'selamat hari raye' n maaf zahir batin' in their own way....isskkk... till then...

adia with wan n mak tok...

she's 'two"...

she's going to be 'two' today...isskkk,once again,time flies...it feels like only yesterday we brought her home,to my mom's home actually...heheh,SOP after 'bersalin'...we're so happy n bersyukur sangat coz it was a girl,where as Adlan are still 'in denial' for about one week...isskk,cant blame him for that,he used to be the centre of attention n affection,heheh...keep calling Adia busuk,iskk...but lucky enough for us,he soon came to term that the cute-lil'-creature are his adik...alhamdulillah,now they're like the one-minute-buddy n one-minute-rival,if u know what i mean...cam cat n mouse le...one minute u see them hugging n sharing toys,but when u turn for the second time they'll be like kicking n pulling each other's hair,iskk...but,me n my hubby,we just let them be coz we know (so very well..),soon after that, they'll be fine...just like us n our siblings...

so here's to u,d b'day gal herself...but her abang also want to enter frame..hehehe..till then..

ramadhan al - mubaraq...

alhamdulillah,ramadhan datang lagi...time flies with a blinks of an eyes,feels like baru last year we celebrate raye,now dah pose balik,iskkk....but,once again alhamdulillah dipanjangkan umur to be able to experience another ramadhan,i am blessed! eventhough kinda miss terawih due to some obligations (hehe,domestic issue ler,but in a good way la,of coz) but im fine...cant wait to 'buke pose' with my mama +babah,isskkk,sedey plak... anyway,this year will be SP's turn,hehehe,mutual agreement...kinda win-win situation la nih...nak buek camno,both me n my hubby kan first born,so,both of us want to be with respective family regardless on 1st raye or 2nd,as long as its still within raye radius,heheheh...but now,raye is all for the kids,iskkk,rase cam dah tua sangat le plak kan,hehe...but its true what,when raye approaching,all we did was having our kids needs fills kan...am i rite? whats left for us i only to find a pair of baju kurung / baju melayu n get the notes changed (for the duit raye,compulsory...) iskk...where as dulu kite yang dapat duit raye,kan kan? but,my kids still know nothing bout duit raye,yet,...but give them 2-3 years,by then i hope i dont have to be one of the screaming mother yang keep on yelling at their kids not to sneak open the raye packet rite in front of people,isskkk...keep my fingers crossed!! till then...

my other half...

im so geared up to post a new entry,hehe,given by the comments i've received (since its coming fr my hubby m lil' bro,of coz its going to be good,hehehe..) but,im so pumped up....bring it on!! but,out of sudden i've a major brain freeze,isssk ... lots of stories to tell,but dont have a proper pic to go well with the story,boring...so,my other half urged me to write bout him,hehehe...is it so?or maybe i am the one who wants it to be published....either way,no harm done,heheh...this coming september will be our 6th years living together,wedding anniversary le tuh,alhamdulillah....hope there's more to come (happiness n luv,i mean..) guess,lucky by jason mraz did suite us,if u do know the song...so B,if u read this,the song is for u...

so,boys n gals...i present you,my other half...

my lil' munchkins...

taraaa!!

so,introducing..my two lil' munchkins....
a fine breeding lil' man,named Adlan,age 4 and gorgeous lil' gal,called Adia,age 2...

call me names,or maybe biased but i likes to address my kids like that,hehe...like it or not,we all parents does....we do adores our kids,who doesnt...but,when they starts throwing thantrums,hmmm...but all kids does that,kan? in this case,my boy n gal are no different fr others...ade le ups n downs dorang,likes us adult la kan,hangin satu badan...so,my other half (my hubby le) have decided that cukup le for now with these two...hehe...

a brief intro...

i did it!! pat on my back,heheh...after so long,managed to get one,hehehe...i know,everybody keep talkin' bout it,even my adik2 keep nag2 at me to have me...boy+adik,this is for u guys,hehe,...so after this,u'll know bout adlan n adia's latest skills...heheh...but,still new in this n sorry if all this cite make u all yawnin' n bored to death...fyi,tryin hard over here...im not that IT savvy since quitting my job (bz,heheh,with all the time constraint) but i'll catch up,thru trial n error,hehehe...so,hope that it will turn out OK...pas nih need to find ways to post pic lak...isskk,rase cam orang zaman batu lak...k ler,to eager to post this coz x sabar nak tgk how it will turned out,hehehe...till then...