gotta be me...

this is what i called brain-freeze...rite now my 3 lovely angels are asleep which is why im granted with ample time to peacefully glued in front of my screen,listening to 'the cure' n 'the verve' also didnt much of a help as i aint got anything to say,which slightly upset me...isskk...i can think of a brilliant intro (well,in my opinion it seems brilliant so who cares?? ...) while taking my shower,or i've got thousand of words jammed in my head while im doing the laundry,or cooking,or something...but now,dusshh..im blur! *sighs*

well im not a good writer,but kudos to my ex-boss who always pushed me to read (and typing,actually lots of typing...heheh...) his memos,or letters,or minutes,or paperworks...that end-up turn me into a person who cares for my writing a bit more than i should have...he's not into bombastic words unlike some people i knew back then who constantly using some words that sometimes can turn a simple sentences to somewhere slightly like shakespeares just to impress others...which in return clouded the actual points or contents,lol...but hey,its everyone's bet,' nuff said...

so,here i am,talking bad bout others coz i run out of words myself...which is bad enough, erghh,..which make me sick to my stomach...guess,i better stop... till then...

movie n popcorn...

woohoooo!!

the last time i went to the movie it was LOTR - The Twin Tower,if im not mistaken...me n hubby of coz,and im pregnant with my first born...i thought that my movie days are over,or maybe till i get hold of the kids...but,last sunday,after a week long of constant reminder and never ending whining from my son,(fyi,my son,he's been to the cinema a few times with his daddy and aunts...so lucky..)..we decided that maybe our lil' gal is big enough not to cry inside the dark room...so,after four years,i went to the cinema for the first time,after FOUR YEARS... n im so excited...and i am sure im more excited than the kids,hehehe...

wanna guess what movie was that? its madagascar 2 : escapes from africa...pheww,what a revolutions...from the ganas LOTR to the so called family oriented movie...genius!! how fast time has flies that keep us unnotice...but mind u,im glad that my kids are enjoying themselves esp. my boy...he's laughing so hard that there are times that i've to ask him to slow down...not because of it would mind other peoples,but im afraid that he might wake his sister...yes! she's asleep rite after they shut the light off,can u believe it?? isskk,i was like,duhhh...but at least she woke up rite around 10 mins before the movie ends...how cute...then,she couldnt stop fussing about the-10 mins-movie all the way home,its hilarious ...but,thats my gal...

but at least,my son's happy...he had a great time,i assume...and rite now he's trying to persuade us to take him again,n this time around its going to be BOLT,...well,i'll have to make used to this genre for now...till the kids big enough...but,look at the bright side,at least i can still enjoying one of my fav. past times,minus the action n romance scenes...but,it will do for now...at least now we can add cinema to our 'things-that-we-could-do-as-a-family' list...

till then...

mama's drama...

its 12.33am but my gal still pumped up...full with adrenaline rush...dont ask me why,still figuring out whats up with her tonite...maybe she's excited over something,i dunno,btw we're somewhere in kl but i dont think its the one thing that keep her awake...its not like she's never been here...but one thing for sure,she's not sleepy at all!! even her abang has dozed off long time ago...which leave me doing q & a session with my non-sleepy lil'gal...but lately she's been a clown...no,i mean it!! always clowning around,doing things...silly things that sometimes it makes her abang laugh himself out...dunno if its the 'TT' (terrible twos as some people called it) thingy,i bet she'll be staying in bed a bit longer than usual and that will lead us all running late for breakfast,trust me...as if i can foresee whats coming tomorrow...

hmm,wish we'll having a good time here...

as for my boy,i think he's a lil' bit lost now...he seems like he cant find a proper medium to channel his energy,what with the school holidays...he keep asking me what day is today,making sure that he really need not going to school...he's a bit anxious though when i told him that he's going to a new school next year,and we're yet to take him there...maybe this saturday coz i made to know that there'll be doing this open day on that day,so maybe we can make some time and drop by...let him decide whether he likes it or not,but i'll bet he'll be over the moon and says yes once he saw the olympic size swimming pool !! hehehe,cant wait ... well,at least someone in the family can swim...

till then...

november blast...

its my baby boy's concert...! or should i say,my boy,coz last nite he prove to me that he's no longer a baby...which,kinda sad...waaaaaaaaa!! hehehe,it just some of my stupid-drama-queen-silly lil' thinking...he's only four,for god sake...i know,i know...sometimes i do tend to overuse my motherness-sentiment bit more than i should...but who cares?as his 'mammy' (as in mommy + nanny...hehehe) i've the every possible right to feel just every possible way that i want...dictator nih,ala-ala hitler ler plak...isskkk...

anyway,its an overwhelming concert last nite,n should i say me n my other half never stop beaming (since we enter the hall...its so surreal...) while looking at one of the lil' creature in lobster's costume on the centre stage trying to move to the music n at the same time wandering around for his still beaming n proud parent at the back row to gain back some confident...yup,thats our son allright...n somehow it make us realize just how small he is,compared to his other school mates,just as i thought we fed him enough,he's among the smallest..n thats why he ended up in the front row,hehehe...no matter what size he's in,im still proud of him..we did! im proud to say he's mine that nite,no regret...nope!!

at the finale im about to burst into a massive sobbing,isskk...i cant help myself,its my boy's first concert..but was save by the crowd of people whose standing rite before me...hehehe..lucky me,or else i'll be looking like an idiot at the end of the nite,isskkk...eventhough most of the pics taken was quite a failure,but my hubby lil' comment that struck my mind...its the moment itself that is more precious than any good pics taken...n i would like to admit it here,IT SO TRUE!! well,i cant say the 'f' word here cant i...but its sooo trueee..we had a blast last nite!! till then...