Tuesday, October 20, 2009

M.I.A...

few weeks back,my darling ben has transfered quite a numbers of pics to my lappy...i was doing something else at that time,so i trusted him with my lappy knowing that he's more IT savvy than me,heheh...

but today,when i thought that i wanna blog about something n need a few pics,i juz cant find it,like totally gone!! not all of it,juz a few folders were missing... puas dah menggodek...been searching high n low,but still couldnt find it...where can it be,isskk...takkan missing into thin air kot?? hmmm...

im yet to ask my darling ben,for whenever he called my two munchkins were like berebut2 nak cakap...so will let them talk first...n by the time they handed me the phone,i totally forgot to ask bout the pics,hhehe,talks about missing my other half...his voice is the only thing that keep me sane,LOL!!! ;p

so,there'll be an entry with pics once i solved this misteri nusantara...

till then...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

i hate the smell...

when we thought we're fine with these two hyper munchkins,He gave us one more...we're truly blessed...maybe the timing a bit off - what with the moving n such,but,we'll sort it out,insyaAllah...

when i was pregnant with adlan,i didnt experience any sickness,nothing...juz a minor bleeding a few times,"but nothing to be worried" said the gynae...but the pain that ive to endure to give birth to my boy,perghhh,i tell u...its like forever...he wont came out,till the doc vacumed him out....n yes,he did have the cone-head like head when my ben passed him to me,im worried sick...but literally,his head went round again,phewww...

n again, i was lucky...with my gal,still not experiencing any sickness...it went well,untill my gynae found out that ive this placenta previa,stage 2...n normal labour is definitely out of the window,iskkk...but,ive my darling ben with me inside the operation theatre,holding my hands till its over,tq baby...

but this time around,no more honeymoon for me...i throw up almost every morning...i cant stand the smell of almost everything that is anything,n juz to name a few - cooking oil (but Naturel used to be my fav..) n dish drop (ive change a few...) ...but lately,i cant even stand the smell of my own moisturiser,danggg...how la kann?? definitely am not going to change it,after ive gone thru hell to find one that suits me...iskkkk...but im gagging everytime im putting it on my face,sheeessshh...how laaaa...

i used to drink milk everyday,but now totally hate it...cant even swallow,even a gulp...iskkk,rite now im depending on my soya bean for almost everyday,even plain water made me loya,i tell u...seriously!!

i was hoping that it wont last till end of my pregnancy,which will be a total nightmare...hope not!! ;p but,im constantly being reminded by both my mama n MIL that mine was not so severe (i was like,seriously??...) for there are others who experience much more worst that me,blessed them...n thats what keep me going,everyday...puke after puke,hehehh,sorry...

till then...

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

alone again,so unnatural..

its much more fun when my darling ben's around...his company excites me,eventho we barely have times on our own,but we managed to find one,or two...anyway,it feels lonely tho...

luckily ive got my two munchkins to gets me buzy,n not really thinking bout this...but,for the record,even the munchkins was missing their daddy too...adlan is counting d days...whilst adia,what can i say...everytime my phone ring,she'll be shouting "its daddy...its daddy...yaya want to talk to daddy.."....n yes,ive to wait till she's done with her daddy,then only she handed me the phone,hmmm...daddy's gal!!

mornin was hectic,what with adia's drama...well,now that i need to send adlan to school,so i need to wake adia as well...n thats when the drama begin...

at 12.15,ive to fetch adlan from school...not really a prob,it juz that before this i can somehow mengelat n the task was left to my darling ben,heheheh...well,not anymore...

cant wait for the weekend...

till then...

Saturday, October 3, 2009

one hectic syawal...

hectic!!...first,with the pre-eid preps - sewing,packing,raye shopping for families and what not...

hectic!!...what with the post-eid unpacking,pheww,cam beranak je bag everytime we came home,i wonder why,heheh.... ;p but,its done....finally...

hectic!!...my darling ben is now officially a weekend daddy/hubby,hehehe...he's reporting at hq,kl...pronto!! w.e.f. oct 1st,crazee!! actually,his transfer has been ding-dong-ding-dong from i dunno when...by thinking of it drove me crazee,totally!! its a total madness if u ask me...right before eid,i was told that the company has postponed it till april next year,im over the moon!!...knowing that our home will be ready by then,so,that will definitely save us 'headache' to find a house to rent...

so,off my ben to kl...while i stay here with the munchkins till adlan finish his pre-school (for we already paid his fees till final term,it would be a waste if he juz quit...thats a lotsa of money we're talking here...it aint cheap,i tell u...) or if we managed to get a home n finding a centre nearby,we can juz tranfer him over (well,easier said than done,i reckon...phewww...baru pre-school,dah kecoh...) ...

and to add to my already hectic list (but i must say that this is a good hectic,indeed...) im in my ninth weeks now, ;p ....if u 'know' what i mean... ^__^ anyway,am trying my bestest to juggle everything rite now,n pray that we'll sort things out asap!! hopefully...

n i do believe that everything happens for a reason,i really do...and to quote my mama..'ade hikmah nih...sabarr..' anyway,its not too late to wish u all "SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN "... mine was superb...will post on it some other time...




p/s : if u're wondering why my boy posed in such way,well,fyi,he refused to let his picture taken that day...so,he will do such act n posed juz to irritate us...for the note,its in every pics,okey...haiyooo..dah cam candid le plak...and as for adia,she insisted on wearing tudung for she saw every gals (women,actually...;p) in the house is wearing one..luckily she got one that matched her baju kurung...till then...